My punk stepkid added the band on My Space. He even had a pic of me featured in a slide show on his page. And here I thought the kid never liked me! I feel proud.
I really failed as a husband and stepfather. Those 4 years spent in Louisiana are almost like a blur now. I was just ill prepared to take on all that responsibility. At least I'm happy to say I am still on good terms with Martha and the kids. And if I never moved back, there would be no band. Funny how things turn out in life. With every blessing is a curse and vice versa.
8 days to the dreaded 40th b-day. 40 going on 18. Still pretty hard to believe. I used to say when I turn 30 I'll be more responsible. Well the Louisiana experience showed that it's just not meant for me. Not to say I wouldn't like to settle down again under the right circumstances. She would have to be one special woman to put up with my dopiness. I can't help but have my sense of humor and take life not so seriously. I tried to subscribe to the so called "American dream" and failed. Some people are meant to settle down and become breeders, others wandering minstrels and bohemians. Life is meant for laughter and adventure, at least mine is. And I won't apologize for it anymore. Cross out 40 for responsibility, let's shoot for 50.
Cindy I feel is that woman, but there she is and here I am. Patience is a virtue, I just want to have some fun in the meantime. I miss touch, I miss the feel of skin on skin. I miss hearing laughter, I miss having someone to hang out with and go to concerts with. I guess I am selfish and want someone now...
I really failed as a husband and stepfather. Those 4 years spent in Louisiana are almost like a blur now. I was just ill prepared to take on all that responsibility. At least I'm happy to say I am still on good terms with Martha and the kids. And if I never moved back, there would be no band. Funny how things turn out in life. With every blessing is a curse and vice versa.
8 days to the dreaded 40th b-day. 40 going on 18. Still pretty hard to believe. I used to say when I turn 30 I'll be more responsible. Well the Louisiana experience showed that it's just not meant for me. Not to say I wouldn't like to settle down again under the right circumstances. She would have to be one special woman to put up with my dopiness. I can't help but have my sense of humor and take life not so seriously. I tried to subscribe to the so called "American dream" and failed. Some people are meant to settle down and become breeders, others wandering minstrels and bohemians. Life is meant for laughter and adventure, at least mine is. And I won't apologize for it anymore. Cross out 40 for responsibility, let's shoot for 50.
Cindy I feel is that woman, but there she is and here I am. Patience is a virtue, I just want to have some fun in the meantime. I miss touch, I miss the feel of skin on skin. I miss hearing laughter, I miss having someone to hang out with and go to concerts with. I guess I am selfish and want someone now...