kingkiwi

she came over... well... to watch a movie with me... and it really didn't go anywhere... in the end, when i went out for a smoke with Travis, she came walking out with her jacket on telling me it was time to go... i didn't put up a fight... just said "your leaving?"

the whole night felt sterile... a part of me wanted to say more... something nice... but it never felt right...

in a way I'm leaving her for another girl... I'm taking the train away from her for a dream that will never lead me anywhere...

she is not the one... at least I'm not the one for her...

that's why i kept my distance... kept it cold... cause she has been playing babysitter with her last few boyfriends... and... well... I'm not the one..

it's been a long time since I've been with a girl... emotionally...

and emotionally I'm a wreck...

I'm not the one for her because she deserves better this time around...

but i have to say that i wish things were different...

I'm not going to change me for her... she is not the one...

the change can never be for another person... always for me...

she is not the one...

Kiwi