kingkiwi

i've been thinking about smoking lately...

i just can't help it...

sometimes i get a whiff of my housemates smoking on the front porch and i look out longing to have one...

but... i can't start again...

let's see what the meter tells me

I have been quit for 8 Months, 2 Weeks, 4 Days, 5 hours, 43 minutes and 55 seconds (261 days). I have saved $1,828.66 by not smoking 5,224 cigarettes. I have saved 2 Weeks, 4 Days, 3 hours and 20 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 10/4/2005 11:48 AM

8 months!! i'm so close to a year because years go by so fast...

but i think i might be in trouble... this weekend we have our party... i'm already thinking about how drunk i want to be...

that's kind of sad... eh?

but i just want to drink till i can't think anymore...

maybe i need to be more worried about the drinking then the smoking...

but... for now... the non-smoking means more to me...

usually before parties i tell all my friends to not let me smoke no matter how much i beg...

for 8 months that plan has worked really well...

i have really good friends that don't want to see me smoke...

at one party one of my housemates tackled me to the ground...

so...

what i'm i going to do with myself?