OK, thank god that the peeps in SGCT can love an asshole like me 
All is well, i had a wonderful, heartfelt conversation with TheRetronerd, and we have resolved the issue. She has accepted my apology, and informed me that how hurt she felt at the time of her post. I had no idea that she felt so strongly about my friendship that she actually was hurt so bad because i blew her off so inconsiderately. All is well here in the kingdom of love. Thank you doll baby, you are very sweet, and i can say that we all love you, and that your ability to forgive is just as divine as you are.
On to other issues, i have learned from this that i do have to be more responsible on the things i say and do, and that the weight of the world does not rest on my shoulders. Its ok to not make an event, just dont not make an event that you have planned. I think we should all learn from this and take from it that we are a community of very cool people, who enhance each others lives so much that simple misunderstandings mean very little in the big picture, but we are still human and that the little things can hurt, even if we cant relate.
We just have to be kind to each other, remember to say "i love you" to the people in your life each day because that does matter. We can have our spats, and i am sure that we will, but we cant let little fuck ups result in dropping people from your friends list. That is why i strive so hard to get the people from the internet to meet up in real life, it makes it that much harder to write them off, and it shows you what is worth "fighting for".
Love love love,
All is well, i had a wonderful, heartfelt conversation with TheRetronerd, and we have resolved the issue. She has accepted my apology, and informed me that how hurt she felt at the time of her post. I had no idea that she felt so strongly about my friendship that she actually was hurt so bad because i blew her off so inconsiderately. All is well here in the kingdom of love. Thank you doll baby, you are very sweet, and i can say that we all love you, and that your ability to forgive is just as divine as you are.
On to other issues, i have learned from this that i do have to be more responsible on the things i say and do, and that the weight of the world does not rest on my shoulders. Its ok to not make an event, just dont not make an event that you have planned. I think we should all learn from this and take from it that we are a community of very cool people, who enhance each others lives so much that simple misunderstandings mean very little in the big picture, but we are still human and that the little things can hurt, even if we cant relate.
We just have to be kind to each other, remember to say "i love you" to the people in your life each day because that does matter. We can have our spats, and i am sure that we will, but we cant let little fuck ups result in dropping people from your friends list. That is why i strive so hard to get the people from the internet to meet up in real life, it makes it that much harder to write them off, and it shows you what is worth "fighting for".
Love love love,
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Anyway, I know I'm working Tuesday 1-9 and not working Wednesday. I don't even remember the rest of my schedule.
Will you be going the Flux thing on Wednesday? (Please please say yes!)
I got a response about the pic set, btw...I gotta do another shoot.
Today's just not panning out to be anything worth waking up for.
Hope things are better on your end.