kindasean

Thank Jeebus that Hillary Clinton did the right thing last night.

It's interesting how certain things can affect a person so much--things one was previously unaware of, and things that may have been sitting there in the back of the mind--restless and waiting for the perfect time to bother.

It has all come, and left me in a curious state. I feel sad and horribly confused--yet there is a certain excitement for the coming months. I...
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Maybe I will write a new book and it will be a crowning achievement in a million pieces of the heart that go unnoticed as they fall down the drain w/out a plan or agenda after the tide makes the wave unacceptable and beautiful at the same time.

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fuckedy.

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i will marry the imagination before the dream.

that is so true.

I wrote her a letter a long time ago--one I worked on for nearly three months, scratching out words that made no sense and everyday there was something new to linger on & this very well could have read like a movie script that just continued to confound and displease. I crumpled it up into the tiniest ball imaginable and rolled it around between my...
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Happy Fourth of July everyone!

Too bad America won't get her birthday present until January 20th.

Once in a while, there are songs that begin to play at random like the killjoys and cigarettes floating behind the obstacle and illusions are silly when you beat your head against the wall and while--

it all plays.

then we can start building a new life-free of all silliness that plays the brain-drum louder and LOUDER and i have three records of never waking...
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Sweet Christ, of all the nights to receive this news...

I had the pleasure of seeing him just two months ago, and he spoke of heaven, what may happen when you die, and how much bullshit it was. The man was such a gifted speaker. The world has lost a comedic and intellectual genius. Whatever your views on him, he presented his views with the...
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Track One went to Maneater by Hall and Oates, which we played while we tied the laces of our shoes together and swung them around until we had strangled ourselves silly and I believe she knew all the words to every Flock of Seagulls song ever not-played on the radio and we made dioramas of the universe in her backyard.

sniffing cement thru broken noses....
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He saw a million things in the half a mile that he walked alone to the grocery store.

He realized half as many things that were so random that he knew nobody would ever care.

There were branches, half-hanging from their trees, drooping low to the sidewalk dead and shattered waiting to fall and past them there was the homeless man with cancer in his...
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new post.

paul says:

"nope."

drink it up.

having lost.

odd.