kindasean

Once in a while, there are songs that begin to play at random like the killjoys and cigarettes floating behind the obstacle and illusions are silly when you beat your head against the wall and while--

it all plays.

then we can start building a new life-free of all silliness that plays the brain-drum louder and LOUDER and i have three records of never waking up again.

one tube & charcoal cocoa.

i can't get enough water right now. i can't get enough of myself and my nude.

i am beginning to feel like it could go either way right now.
abysses are endless for a reason.
green fields are childhood w/mixed memory like amnesia or something.
it could be worse than anybody realizes,
but the sun could also be a stranger.
and

well, dreams might keep us crazy for a bit longer.