kimikaoz

Well tonight marks the beginning of my journey to being tobacco free. Oh Marlboro Smooth how I will miss you! I have been thinking about quitting for a while but I didn't feel like dealing with the cravings and mood swings. But I've finally had enough and woke up this morning and decided that I am finished, If I intend to become more of a positive healthy individual I need to cut out the negatives right? Of course the day that I decide to quit cold turkey, an employee gives me a pack of cigs xD Cruel Fate! I smoked one of them...deep down I really don't want them but I feel bad about wasting money. Maybe I can find someone that wants them, I don't need anything laying around that will be tempting. Hopefully I can embark on this journey without the use of patches or Chantix; which I strongly considered but the side effect horrors kind of put me off. Lucid dreams, suicidal thoughts/actions, hostile behavior....I'm ok with lucid dreams as long as they are trippy but some people have nightmares while taking this shit and they feel so real that people wake up and are terrified and paranoid and need mental help. So...with that said I will pass lol. I believe I am strong enough to do it without any aid...anyway well wish me luck!