kimi

So yesterday I emailed the person that runs the Girls Only group because I had been turned down to join. I was thinking maybe it was because I have a big break in my journal and you are supposed to have a months worth of stuff. But, I find out I am not allowed in because my profile seems to be trolling for sexual attention and all my groups are sexual in nature. And my pics are to grainy.
At first I was thinking "ok let me fix these things. But, the more I thought about it, the more pissed off I got. I never realised you got penilized on SG for being "sexual". Apparantly "girls" aren't sexual on here. Fuck, this is like high school shit. I feel like the nerdy shy girl all over again because I can't join the "cool" group. This place is my escape. It is where I can be the person I can't be in real life. It is where I can flirt and admit to having sexual urges and do all the things I am way to shy to do in real life.
I am still pissed but I have decided fuck it. I am not changing my profile or my groups or anything just because someone else tells me it is not what girls do. End of rant.

I am getting highlights tomorrow. I want more of a summery look. I am a little worried though. Last time they didn't look good and I ended up having them taken out. I am hopeing for the best