kimchi13

so, 3 weeks ago i was just searching through my fiance's phone for the fun of it and found texts from another girl....and not good ones...sexual ones and he was texting sexual stuff back. he apologized ad i told him that no one was perfect and that i ave messed up before too, and that we would work on it.

a week later, he told me he was done with me. he didnt want to be with me anymore and he moved out. the next day, he withdrew all of our money (except a little bit i had been saving for a tattoo) and spent it all in less than a week.

and after all this, he is saying i never loved him.

ass.


i need a woman. i hate men. all men.


in other news, my membership here expires sometime at the ned of this month...i want to stay, but thanks to my ex-fiance, im not sure if i have the money to buy another years subscription.

at least im loosing weight. my waist is now at 26'' depression= not hungry=weight loss

i wish my damn stretchmarks would go away though. its no fun being skinny if your still ugly in a swimsuit.

sorry my blog is so depressing, im just really down. i need a night of hot girl sex