kimberbow

there has to be more to life then just wake up, get ready for work, come home, clean the house, make dinner, sleep.....

i want more in my life but to get it scares me, to ask for more scares me....life will get better as the wether will too....haha teh wether is poo right now...i miss teh sun and its warm kisses it gives me

what i want is simple, its not a fansy life i want nor a million dollars, just unconditional love.....i found my puzzle peice and i love him, to tell him scares me, the 3 little words to say to him scares me, i know he loves me, he says it in diffrent ways as i do the same....to say I Love You is scarry but why i ask? Why is it that this is a fear im not alown in...why are people scared to say it? Its not like he will run away and screaming or laught at me....is it that, i dont know....

The things I know i need to do is hard and this is why im so blue, i need to do it and i will when im not such a pussy...hahaha im such a pussy when it comes to saying what i need to say or i just blurt it out like no other...haha i can be random at times.

well im goin back to the boob tube now and to watch nothing at all....so lame