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ah, i forgot the sandwich!

i dunno. i guess i suck. i almost yelled "happy labor day to the people who were striking outside of the retirement home.

yeah, i'm going to hell.

sometimes i thinkof funny things and then realize stuff like that. well, like steve martin said, comedy is not pretty.

i fucking hate on demand. there is no such thing in my...
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belllla:
I seriously would be at the doors of the cable co throwing A FIT by now if I were you!!!

How was your weekend Darlin??

I'm always finding things funny that I shouldn't. I laugh AT people wayyyyyy more often than I laugh WITH them.

Suspect Zero - perfect example. Laughed AT the movie several times. I don't think the people around me appreciated it much. Meh. wink
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*yawn*

nothing super new or exciting happening. glad that i'll have a 3 day weekend though. those are always nice. any extra time away from the office is a good thing.

did some drinking today, but have to watch out for that drinking and driving, that would be bad. more of those delicious tripples, tho. i can't help myself.

i need something to do. i've...
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smashcritical:
Followed your name over from Bella420's journal to see the pic. I think it is cool, of course the first thing I saw was the Desert Eagle and gave no thought to it pointing at your head. That gun has been my favorite for near to 20 years, of course back then you were pretty much limited to the 357 and the 44.
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4003.

that was the count for the month at work when i sent in my log to the higher ups. not only did i meet the quota for the month, but i did it a day early. that's three straight goals i've met.

i can only continue on like this for so long. eventually i've gotta fail, it's a given. hopefully i'll get a good...
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belllla:
Trippples? Belgium?? I must have missed a memo.

Your new profil pic frightens me.

Wanna be my friend again? I promise to get back on my medication!! wink
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i'm so lonesome i could cry.

3556.

that's the number of loans we've recorded this month. we're supposed to do 4000 this month. i need to do, on average, 150 loans a day or so to get the quato filled. i never actually thought we'd get this close.

as i'm writing this, the steelers are slightly up in the iggles. phuck philly. we got the...
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belllla:
Thanks for the Birthday wishes. It was uneventful, but I LOVED all the comments! They totally made my day!! We're going to really celebrate next week. Anyhow, I'm probably going to go grey for a day or two, but I shall return on Tuesday. I hope you have a great weekend! Hugs!

~Bella
belllla:
I saw you online for a sec last night.

And then I didn't. eeek
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False Light

Come down on me, my sweet angel
Poison milk from that withering breast
Come down on me sweet suffocation
Poison milk from that withering breast

Your mask is drifting
See what writhes beneath

Porcelain grin is cracking, incest to uncoil
Your laugh spreads yawning, black hole formation

Drown and the first real breath takes hold
Washed in a chill so peaceful, sink further...
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belllla:
I can't make up my mind.
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Can I confess something? I tell you this as an artist,I think you'll understand. Sometimes when I'm driving... on the road at night... I see two headlights coming toward me. Fast. I have this sudden impulse to turn the wheel quickly, head-on into the oncoming car. I can anticipate the explosion. The sound of shattering glass. The... flames rising out of the flowing gasoline.
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man, i suck.

sorry for hurting anybodys feelings today that i might've hurt.

shucks. i just suck.
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so begins the year of no light

we're hitting major snags along the way of reaching our goal of 4000 mortgages. recorded. we're almost halfway through the month, and we're only around 1,500. that's not entirely my fault. at least i hope the higherups see it that way too.

step into my office son, you're fucking fired!

that would suck. at least i wouldn't have...
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belllla:
A YEAR?!?!?! Jesus! I'll be MARRIED before I get another dose of Kingdom Hearts!! And that's just wrong. wink

Well . . . if you get fired, you do have a friend at the #1 mortgage lender in the country. Fear not, my friend. smile

Why is your fear official???

You never leave me comments anymore. You better shape up before I am forced to start singing "You don't bring me flowers" by Streisand into your journal. wink
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collapse and crush...

currently waiting for some food to soak for my fish. what's up world?

celestial...

tonight through tomorrow night expect to see lots of falling stars. the earth is moving through a Persiad meteor shower for the next couple nights. peaking on the 13th.

might be fun to show to my date. well, not actually a date, just some girl who rejected me...
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belllla:
False light, huh?

Maybe going out with girls who aren't nice to you is a small reason you are 'bad at girls.' wink

Just sayin . . .

I hope you have an uber good time tonight. Look for me when you have some time, okey doke?