killthehostage

I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars
On a collision course
I am a satellite I'm out of control
I am a sex machine ready to reload
Like an atom bomb about to
Oh oh oh oh oh explode

I'm burning through the skies Yeah!
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I...
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hey all, long time no type.

anything cool happen while i was away? yeah, nothing here either.

my ex is going to be moving away to colorado at the end of summer, probably before then. that sucks, i'm going to miss her a lot, since i've known her for like 10 years and she's the only girl i've ever really loved. so, that's depressing.

work...
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*phew*

seems like's it's been a long long time, and in fact, it has. i've bene busy with work, and for a while i was hanging out with ms. wrong, but, so what else is new?

i dunno, i'm almost ready to give up on girls completely, i'm so very bad with the opposite sex. i dunno, i wish i could move to pluto.

tonight...
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well, it's been a decent couple of weeks, i'd have to say.

work has been going okay. i had a benifts meeting recently, and um, as of tomorrow i'm among the legally insured for the first time, in like 4 years. now i can go get my cholera checked out. turns out, i'm also eligible for a company bonus, which is pretty sweet, even though...
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wow, the site keeps yelling at me. there's no way i have enough time to update all my stuff all the time. i'm content with everything the same.

well, work has been kinda crappy lately. we moved into our new places... in the other building. our new chairs suck. the hurt my back, and you can't help but lean back. lean back. lean back.

fuck...
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hey all, long time, no type.

i come back here to check on things, and this stupid page is bitching at me to update, or something. i should probably just cancel it because i'm not here very much to write, and i haven't looked at a picture in months. there's just waaaaay too much to ever look at.

they all want me to look, so...
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these pipes.... are cleeeeeean!

hehe, i loved cabinboy, such a great underrated movie. at any rate, i'm not here to waste time with that.

as of last week, the ex called all drunk and told me a bunch of stuff i never knew, and that she was trashed and how this and that, and she'd be happier dead, and i did my best to cheer...
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it was a very interesting weekend. remind me to tell you about it sometime.

feeling strangely fine.

i realized there's no changing things you have no control over, so why bother?

things are going okay at work, slow but steady wins the race.

so far the brewers have managed to keep bonds from getting 700. hopefully they won't go down in the game footage as the team that gave up the hall of fame maker play.

i looked at...
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so low that i wish i was dead with a knife in my chest and a bullet in my head.

man....

i'm not sure how much more bummed a guy could get recently. for whatever reason my ex called me lastnight all plastered and kept hanging up....

eventually i got a hold of her, and she kept me on the phone saying that she was...
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