killthehostage

How much do I love you?
I'll tell you no lie
How deep is the ocean?
How high is the sky?

How many times a day do I think of you?
How many roses are sprinkled with dew?

How far would I travel
To be where you are?
How far is the journey
From here to a star?

And if I ever lost you
How...
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How pathetic is that.
Just be real.
Confident.
Isn't that what women are attracted to?
Men don't have to be attractive. But that's not true. Especially these days.
Almost as much pressure on men as there is on women these days.
Why should I be made to feel I have to apologize for my existence?
Maybe it's my brain chemistry.
Maybe that's what's wrong with...
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g'day internet, how's it going?

things here are about as uneventful as ever, but by some crazy happenstance in the universe, 2 of my favorite people in the whole wide world were born back to back.

yesterday was my friend mandy's birthday, and i called her after a while of not talking and it was just like old times. she was saying how her roommate's...
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way to cap an awful week with the worst possible thing imaginable.

i saw a woman die today. yeah, i was driving in the other direction and saw the whole ugly event unfold. i dunno, as much as i don't want to talk about it, i think that shits going to stick with me until the rest of my days. i seriously lost count of...
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blah.

blow in through the door
like a ghost that is nice
my crosshairs align
and my grip is tight

my friends are bullets
that i shot at tin cans.
no feathers, no wings
no feet and no beeks
and no place to land.

when you finally come home
don't be surprised
if there's rust in my throat
and red in my eyes.

my friends are...
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if you ever get a chance to see a movie called "the road home" you should check it out. i watched it the other day, it really made me smile. it's about this girl in a small chinese village who becomes smitten by the sound of this school teachers voice, and i dunno, it's just a sweet movie.

not to mention Ziyi Zhang is in...
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how's this for the saddest thing ever: my brother is a vet, and he brought home a 10 week old kitten on the verge of being euthanised. only problem is that the kitten was born without back feet [it's got little nubs] and it might have to be put down anyway.

but anyway, work is going alright, and yeah, i've just felt down about life...
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man, it's been a rough past couple of days. i've felt like my regular old useless self and i dunno i'm tired of being at a standstill all the time.

i'm going nuts because my car is over on it's 20k service, and i'm afraid they're going to bitch because i'm so far over. oh well.

so, what else is new? i've been thinking recently...
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