killthehostage

these pipes.... are cleeeeeean!

hehe, i loved cabinboy, such a great underrated movie. at any rate, i'm not here to waste time with that.

as of last week, the ex called all drunk and told me a bunch of stuff i never knew, and that she was trashed and how this and that, and she'd be happier dead, and i did my best to cheer her up, but i honestly thought she was just kidding. my bad.

so, anyway, she calls me again from the hospital, and i get dressed in my sunday best and show up and get all depressed, and then i had to leave. i felt like getting tore up.

so, in going out in the act of tearing up, i run into a sweet little lady, and we talked all that night, and then some people all went and hung out later, and we got to hang out more there, and to make a long blog short, we've been talking and hanging out this week. i've smiled more in the past 7 days than i have in as many months.

it's funny, but i'm never like that, i just, i dunno can't meet girls, but evidently i'm doing a good job, she's mentioned how she's being on her best behaviour [her family even told her to be nice to me, haha].

works not going as good as that, but it's been tolerable. the numbers have been lower than usual, and the higher ups have said as much. well, i can't help it if the works not there for me to do. *sigh* i'll probably get fired or something. oh well, at least i won't have to drive an hour to and fro every weekday.

fix up, look sharp

well, tonight will be our third date, i think we're going to grill out and watch a bunch of movies. that should be fun.

whoo,whut,whooooo.....

well, i wish anyone and everyone to have a great weekend. because, that's honestly how it feels.