killthehostage

so, i found out that my ex instead of just making out with a chick, actually had sex with her and never thought to mention it to me. i was sooo upset, but i guess i have no real reason to be upset, other than jealousy. but i sooooo could have lived the rest of my life without knowing that. she was like, "if you were there, you'd be into it and trying to join us, admit it". i for one can say that i'm the one red blooded male who has no interest in a threesome, especially with someone that i have feelings for.

goddamnit, i need to get way more drunker, and then hopefully die.

fuck everything. i don't deserve to live, anyway.

have a nice fucking day.