i'm so lonesome i could cry.
3556.
that's the number of loans we've recorded this month. we're supposed to do 4000 this month. i need to do, on average, 150 loans a day or so to get the quato filled. i never actually thought we'd get this close.
as i'm writing this, the steelers are slightly up in the iggles. phuck philly. we got the...
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3556.
that's the number of loans we've recorded this month. we're supposed to do 4000 this month. i need to do, on average, 150 loans a day or so to get the quato filled. i never actually thought we'd get this close.
as i'm writing this, the steelers are slightly up in the iggles. phuck philly. we got the...
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False Light
Come down on me, my sweet angel
Poison milk from that withering breast
Come down on me sweet suffocation
Poison milk from that withering breast
Your mask is drifting
See what writhes beneath
Porcelain grin is cracking, incest to uncoil
Your laugh spreads yawning, black hole formation
Drown and the first real breath takes hold
Washed in a chill so peaceful, sink further...
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Come down on me, my sweet angel
Poison milk from that withering breast
Come down on me sweet suffocation
Poison milk from that withering breast
Your mask is drifting
See what writhes beneath
Porcelain grin is cracking, incest to uncoil
Your laugh spreads yawning, black hole formation
Drown and the first real breath takes hold
Washed in a chill so peaceful, sink further...
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belllla:
I can't make up my mind. 
Can I confess something? I tell you this as an artist,I think you'll understand. Sometimes when I'm driving... on the road at night... I see two headlights coming toward me. Fast. I have this sudden impulse to turn the wheel quickly, head-on into the oncoming car. I can anticipate the explosion. The sound of shattering glass. The... flames rising out of the flowing gasoline.
man, i suck.
sorry for hurting anybodys feelings today that i might've hurt.
shucks. i just suck.
sorry for hurting anybodys feelings today that i might've hurt.
shucks. i just suck.
so begins the year of no light
we're hitting major snags along the way of reaching our goal of 4000 mortgages. recorded. we're almost halfway through the month, and we're only around 1,500. that's not entirely my fault. at least i hope the higherups see it that way too.
step into my office son, you're fucking fired!
that would suck. at least i wouldn't have...
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we're hitting major snags along the way of reaching our goal of 4000 mortgages. recorded. we're almost halfway through the month, and we're only around 1,500. that's not entirely my fault. at least i hope the higherups see it that way too.
step into my office son, you're fucking fired!
that would suck. at least i wouldn't have...
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belllla:
A YEAR?!?!?! Jesus! I'll be MARRIED before I get another dose of Kingdom Hearts!! And that's just wrong. 
Well . . . if you get fired, you do have a friend at the #1 mortgage lender in the country. Fear not, my friend.
Why is your fear official???
You never leave me comments anymore. You better shape up before I am forced to start singing "You don't bring me flowers" by Streisand into your journal.
Well . . . if you get fired, you do have a friend at the #1 mortgage lender in the country. Fear not, my friend.
Why is your fear official???
You never leave me comments anymore. You better shape up before I am forced to start singing "You don't bring me flowers" by Streisand into your journal.
collapse and crush...
currently waiting for some food to soak for my fish. what's up world?
celestial...
tonight through tomorrow night expect to see lots of falling stars. the earth is moving through a Persiad meteor shower for the next couple nights. peaking on the 13th.
might be fun to show to my date. well, not actually a date, just some girl who rejected me...
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currently waiting for some food to soak for my fish. what's up world?
celestial...
tonight through tomorrow night expect to see lots of falling stars. the earth is moving through a Persiad meteor shower for the next couple nights. peaking on the 13th.
might be fun to show to my date. well, not actually a date, just some girl who rejected me...
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belllla:
False light, huh?
Maybe going out with girls who aren't nice to you is a small reason you are 'bad at girls.'
Just sayin . . .
I hope you have an uber good time tonight. Look for me when you have some time, okey doke?
Maybe going out with girls who aren't nice to you is a small reason you are 'bad at girls.'
Just sayin . . .
I hope you have an uber good time tonight. Look for me when you have some time, okey doke?
killthehostage:
some stuff about me
oh man! what time is it? i'm late for the weekend! i slept in and all i have to do is some laundry and a whole lot of laying around.
i'm still taking to shake off the hold of the grog from last night. at least i have somewhat of a strong constitution, haha.
i think i'm going to try to make some cd's if...
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i'm still taking to shake off the hold of the grog from last night. at least i have somewhat of a strong constitution, haha.
i think i'm going to try to make some cd's if...
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belllla:
Wake up! I'm bored and want to chat!!!
nocontrol:
I fucking love Mogwai...and that is a brilliant song. The latest album is insanely good, too.
Cheers.
Cheers.
*phew*
it's late. i gotta be at work in 3 hours! well not really, but i'm still exhausted and drunk and high.
tomorrow is my first ever evening out with the crew from work. this will be weird. it's not that i'm anti-social, but like i was a lot happier when i could have my headphones on and drown everbody out. our senses of humor...
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it's late. i gotta be at work in 3 hours! well not really, but i'm still exhausted and drunk and high.
tomorrow is my first ever evening out with the crew from work. this will be weird. it's not that i'm anti-social, but like i was a lot happier when i could have my headphones on and drown everbody out. our senses of humor...
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belllla:
Hey - Get on AIM tonight if you have time . . . 
burstandbloom:
"Finest words are made from rubble"
i like that
ive seen MOGWAI
theyre good live
but kinda boring
they usually have a screen projecting stuff
but it gets boring too
my pirated version of Quark X Press says
"personalize for Jamiroquai X
i like that
ive seen MOGWAI
theyre good live
but kinda boring
they usually have a screen projecting stuff
but it gets boring too
my pirated version of Quark X Press says
"personalize for Jamiroquai X
boom-sha-lacka
work at the bank sucks, rising interest rates means less loans, means less work, means sitting around waiting for stuff to do.
my new desk sucks. i sit right by the printer and people automatically assume i know everything about it. quite the opposite. i don't know how to fix the print jam. i don't know where more paper is, and no i didn't...
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work at the bank sucks, rising interest rates means less loans, means less work, means sitting around waiting for stuff to do.
my new desk sucks. i sit right by the printer and people automatically assume i know everything about it. quite the opposite. i don't know how to fix the print jam. i don't know where more paper is, and no i didn't...
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burstandbloom:
i own the Fear Satan remixes album
Mogwai is boring in concert
im litening to the new Sparta right now
and it sucks
and im gonna give it a bad review
i mis ATDI
Relationship to Command was an awesome fucking recod
Mogwai is boring in concert
im litening to the new Sparta right now
and it sucks
and im gonna give it a bad review
i mis ATDI
Relationship to Command was an awesome fucking recod
belllla:
I'm totally jealous. Last week, my best friend gave me a little teeny tiny little nug of the PINE TASTING EST you could ever want. I made that little nug last about five days. But . . . it's been about a week since. The budget just doesn't allow for sacks right now. So yeah . . . jealous! Spark a blunt for me, k? 
Wow! I just realized that I think Frenchie is the only one of your favorite SGs I've ever looked at! There are SO MANY that I just haven't had a chance to check them all out. But I'll have to take a moment to peruse the girls on your faves. I found one of my favorites (NicoleLee) because she was one of my friends' favorites.
If you're ever on AIM, say hi to me - I'm SuicideBella. I know - I'm a dork.
Outkast is the only band on your faves I've ever heard. Tell me about the rest . . . I'm always down for new music. Well . . . off I go to bounce around this site for the evening . . . TTYS.
Wow! I just realized that I think Frenchie is the only one of your favorite SGs I've ever looked at! There are SO MANY that I just haven't had a chance to check them all out. But I'll have to take a moment to peruse the girls on your faves. I found one of my favorites (NicoleLee) because she was one of my friends' favorites.
If you're ever on AIM, say hi to me - I'm SuicideBella. I know - I'm a dork.
Outkast is the only band on your faves I've ever heard. Tell me about the rest . . . I'm always down for new music. Well . . . off I go to bounce around this site for the evening . . . TTYS.
whew.
it's tough being a beer geek.
like, having to try all sorts of kinds of different kinds, simply because they're there.
*yawn*
work at the real estate office is going alright, and hopefully i'll know soon whether or not the want to keep me around. a job is always a nice thing to have.
i've been wondering lately whether or not i should be...
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it's tough being a beer geek.
like, having to try all sorts of kinds of different kinds, simply because they're there.
*yawn*
work at the real estate office is going alright, and hopefully i'll know soon whether or not the want to keep me around. a job is always a nice thing to have.
i've been wondering lately whether or not i should be...
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~Bella
And then I didn't.