hey all, long time no type.
anything cool happen while i was away? yeah, nothing here either.
my ex is going to be moving away to colorado at the end of summer, probably before then. that sucks, i'm going to miss her a lot, since i've known her for like 10 years and she's the only girl i've ever really loved. so, that's depressing.
work...
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anything cool happen while i was away? yeah, nothing here either.
my ex is going to be moving away to colorado at the end of summer, probably before then. that sucks, i'm going to miss her a lot, since i've known her for like 10 years and she's the only girl i've ever really loved. so, that's depressing.
work...
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belllla:
Fucking HOT. 
mercurius_viv:
trumpy!
*phew*
seems like's it's been a long long time, and in fact, it has. i've bene busy with work, and for a while i was hanging out with ms. wrong, but, so what else is new?
i dunno, i'm almost ready to give up on girls completely, i'm so very bad with the opposite sex. i dunno, i wish i could move to pluto.
tonight...
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seems like's it's been a long long time, and in fact, it has. i've bene busy with work, and for a while i was hanging out with ms. wrong, but, so what else is new?
i dunno, i'm almost ready to give up on girls completely, i'm so very bad with the opposite sex. i dunno, i wish i could move to pluto.
tonight...
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belllla:
hey stranger. 
belllla:
hello again. hello. 
well, it's been a decent couple of weeks, i'd have to say.
work has been going okay. i had a benifts meeting recently, and um, as of tomorrow i'm among the legally insured for the first time, in like 4 years. now i can go get my cholera checked out. turns out, i'm also eligible for a company bonus, which is pretty sweet, even though...
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work has been going okay. i had a benifts meeting recently, and um, as of tomorrow i'm among the legally insured for the first time, in like 4 years. now i can go get my cholera checked out. turns out, i'm also eligible for a company bonus, which is pretty sweet, even though...
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belllla:
Sorry about last night . . . it was right before the bank closed for the night on my last day working there, 
so needless to say, it was wicked busy for me. How are things??
so needless to say, it was wicked busy for me. How are things??
belllla:
Want some??
Want some??
wow, the site keeps yelling at me. there's no way i have enough time to update all my stuff all the time. i'm content with everything the same.
well, work has been kinda crappy lately. we moved into our new places... in the other building. our new chairs suck. the hurt my back, and you can't help but lean back. lean back. lean back.
fuck...
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well, work has been kinda crappy lately. we moved into our new places... in the other building. our new chairs suck. the hurt my back, and you can't help but lean back. lean back. lean back.
fuck...
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belllla:
Hi stranger!!!! How are things?? Sorry I have been so out of touch. We gotta have another late night chat someday!
hey all, long time, no type.
i come back here to check on things, and this stupid page is bitching at me to update, or something. i should probably just cancel it because i'm not here very much to write, and i haven't looked at a picture in months. there's just waaaaay too much to ever look at.
they all want me to look, so...
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i come back here to check on things, and this stupid page is bitching at me to update, or something. i should probably just cancel it because i'm not here very much to write, and i haven't looked at a picture in months. there's just waaaaay too much to ever look at.
they all want me to look, so...
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these pipes.... are cleeeeeean!
hehe, i loved cabinboy, such a great underrated movie. at any rate, i'm not here to waste time with that.
as of last week, the ex called all drunk and told me a bunch of stuff i never knew, and that she was trashed and how this and that, and she'd be happier dead, and i did my best to cheer...
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hehe, i loved cabinboy, such a great underrated movie. at any rate, i'm not here to waste time with that.
as of last week, the ex called all drunk and told me a bunch of stuff i never knew, and that she was trashed and how this and that, and she'd be happier dead, and i did my best to cheer...
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belllla:
Yea! Yea! Yea! Yea!
You deserve to be so happy!!!! Hoorah! Hoorah!!!
I'm happy for ya, Doll.
You deserve to be so happy!!!! Hoorah! Hoorah!!!
I'm happy for ya, Doll.it was a very interesting weekend. remind me to tell you about it sometime.
belllla:
Oh, tell! Tell! Tell!!!
How are things?? I'm sorry I haven't been around. Look for me Sunday if you're online, k???
How are things?? I'm sorry I haven't been around. Look for me Sunday if you're online, k???
feeling strangely fine.
i realized there's no changing things you have no control over, so why bother?
things are going okay at work, slow but steady wins the race.
so far the brewers have managed to keep bonds from getting 700. hopefully they won't go down in the game footage as the team that gave up the hall of fame maker play.
i looked at...
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i realized there's no changing things you have no control over, so why bother?
things are going okay at work, slow but steady wins the race.
so far the brewers have managed to keep bonds from getting 700. hopefully they won't go down in the game footage as the team that gave up the hall of fame maker play.
i looked at...
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so low that i wish i was dead with a knife in my chest and a bullet in my head.
man....
i'm not sure how much more bummed a guy could get recently. for whatever reason my ex called me lastnight all plastered and kept hanging up....
eventually i got a hold of her, and she kept me on the phone saying that she was...
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man....
i'm not sure how much more bummed a guy could get recently. for whatever reason my ex called me lastnight all plastered and kept hanging up....
eventually i got a hold of her, and she kept me on the phone saying that she was...
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ah, i forgot the sandwich!
i dunno. i guess i suck. i almost yelled "happy labor day to the people who were striking outside of the retirement home.
yeah, i'm going to hell.
sometimes i thinkof funny things and then realize stuff like that. well, like steve martin said, comedy is not pretty.
i fucking hate on demand. there is no such thing in my...
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i dunno. i guess i suck. i almost yelled "happy labor day to the people who were striking outside of the retirement home.
yeah, i'm going to hell.
sometimes i thinkof funny things and then realize stuff like that. well, like steve martin said, comedy is not pretty.
i fucking hate on demand. there is no such thing in my...
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belllla:
I seriously would be at the doors of the cable co throwing A FIT by now if I were you!!!
How was your weekend Darlin??
I'm always finding things funny that I shouldn't. I laugh AT people wayyyyyy more often than I laugh WITH them.
Suspect Zero - perfect example. Laughed AT the movie several times. I don't think the people around me appreciated it much. Meh.
How was your weekend Darlin??
I'm always finding things funny that I shouldn't. I laugh AT people wayyyyyy more often than I laugh WITH them.
Suspect Zero - perfect example. Laughed AT the movie several times. I don't think the people around me appreciated it much. Meh.
*yawn*
nothing super new or exciting happening. glad that i'll have a 3 day weekend though. those are always nice. any extra time away from the office is a good thing.
did some drinking today, but have to watch out for that drinking and driving, that would be bad. more of those delicious tripples, tho. i can't help myself.
i need something to do. i've...
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nothing super new or exciting happening. glad that i'll have a 3 day weekend though. those are always nice. any extra time away from the office is a good thing.
did some drinking today, but have to watch out for that drinking and driving, that would be bad. more of those delicious tripples, tho. i can't help myself.
i need something to do. i've...
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smashcritical:
Followed your name over from Bella420's journal to see the pic. I think it is cool, of course the first thing I saw was the Desert Eagle and gave no thought to it pointing at your head. That gun has been my favorite for near to 20 years, of course back then you were pretty much limited to the 357 and the 44.
4003.
that was the count for the month at work when i sent in my log to the higher ups. not only did i meet the quota for the month, but i did it a day early. that's three straight goals i've met.
i can only continue on like this for so long. eventually i've gotta fail, it's a given. hopefully i'll get a good...
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that was the count for the month at work when i sent in my log to the higher ups. not only did i meet the quota for the month, but i did it a day early. that's three straight goals i've met.
i can only continue on like this for so long. eventually i've gotta fail, it's a given. hopefully i'll get a good...
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belllla:
Trippples? Belgium?? I must have missed a memo.
Your new profil pic frightens me.
Wanna be my friend again? I promise to get back on my medication!!
Your new profil pic frightens me.
Wanna be my friend again? I promise to get back on my medication!!