I never know what to blog about on this site.
I swear my life is so dull. All it seems I do is teach/exercise/eat/shit/sleep. Not necessarily in that order. Right now, it's good because I'm focusing on getting my career on track, my finances in order and my health in order.Thats the important stuff right?
At the start of the year I was 21 stone (294 pounds), working two dead end jobs - one I loved, the other I hated - and completely broke. Now I'm 17 st 8 lbs (248 pounds), in a steady career as a Drama teacher and have money to my name.
So why the void?
As much as I know all this needs to be worked on, I miss intimacy. I want to date, but it never seems to go right. I meet people, they're interested, I become interested and suddenly they decide they can no longer get over the ex and need more 'me time'
I miss love, I miss dating, I miss cuddles and I miss sex. Good lord do I miss sex.
And I'm suffering from really bad writers block at the moment - I'm working on writing a sitcom in my own time, but lately just can't translate what's in my head to word.
GAH!!
I swear my life is so dull. All it seems I do is teach/exercise/eat/shit/sleep. Not necessarily in that order. Right now, it's good because I'm focusing on getting my career on track, my finances in order and my health in order.Thats the important stuff right?
At the start of the year I was 21 stone (294 pounds), working two dead end jobs - one I loved, the other I hated - and completely broke. Now I'm 17 st 8 lbs (248 pounds), in a steady career as a Drama teacher and have money to my name.
So why the void?
As much as I know all this needs to be worked on, I miss intimacy. I want to date, but it never seems to go right. I meet people, they're interested, I become interested and suddenly they decide they can no longer get over the ex and need more 'me time'
I miss love, I miss dating, I miss cuddles and I miss sex. Good lord do I miss sex.
And I'm suffering from really bad writers block at the moment - I'm working on writing a sitcom in my own time, but lately just can't translate what's in my head to word.
GAH!!