killingyourheroes

You found someone. I can honestly say I'm happy for you. I am jealous though. Not cause I can never have you again, but because I want someone too. I do wish the best for you both though. You're amazing and quite a catch.

I'm writing like he actually reads this. Haha...I am quite a foolish girl. He will not be named though. Just a lover of the past. A person who will never know how dearly sorry I am. And I hope one day will forgive me for all the terrible things I did to him. I learned my lesson. I never want to hurt another. And everyday I am constantly reminded of the aweful thing I did.


Today was another HORRIBLE day. Once again because of my mother. Her hypocritical ways. I think she tries to torture me. Of course, she is never wrong, she will never be wrong. She is mother and I am foolish for thinking that. This ...however childish it might be... is all I have to say to you...





But things are looking up. I hope. I did have a great day yesterday with two of my bestest friends ever. I love you both. And thanks to a certain someone for making the day even extra special.


And I would like to wish
Yuriel a very happy birthday. I'm really glad we started talking. And when you're not complaining about how crappy you are ....I really enjoy talking to you. You deserve the best. You just got to remember that you have to work for it...and always keep a positive attitude. Learn from the pain...don't dwell in it.


Love,