How do I feel today? What kinds of emotions have I gone through? I have no clue and I have to start identifing them. It's a class project thing. Ok there is a little frustration...is that an emotion? Oh fuck. 
I just have no emotions since being let go from my job. I just exist and am here, but no fucking emotions. Oh wait, there's another one, Anger... hey cool! Ooops Elation at finding some feelings. HEH! I am so damn silly. 
I just have no emotions since being let go from my job. I just exist and am here, but no fucking emotions. Oh wait, there's another one, Anger... hey cool! Ooops Elation at finding some feelings. HEH! I am so damn silly.
frustration, anger and elation are all floating around today, in the general ephemera of everything i've come into contact with. it's an odd mix, all these ups and downs.
it makes me think of that pixies song, Monkey Gone to Heaven, if man is five then the devil is six, if the devil is six then god is seven, then god is seven!
maybe the fact that it's june 7th, that would be 6/7/05, is some sort of day for high highs and low lows. or the battle between the two.
i am very sorry about the loss of a job. no fair no fair no fair! will you be ok?
[Edited on Jun 07, 2005 12:23PM]