killerspike

A culmination of emotions that swirl around in my head making dark the ever burning fire. Yes, it is depression of a sort. Not too bad considering I haven't pulled out the sleeping pills and vodka. That would be a waste of time. So off again into the abyss to find myself yet once more. It's hard work but it is worth while. This is one of those time where the journey is no fun but the destination is fantastic. How akward is that? Well at least I had a fair nights sleep without dreaming about Randee. It is so very weird considering I thought I had put it all behind me. It was probably Luke's fault for dredging up those feeling I have for her. You stupid idiot!!! She doesn't want me you dope! Oh and yes I will always be in love with her but I did have those feelings under control. So Luke if you mess with me again I WILL mess you up you ass. OK, now 'm back to Happy