killed_by_jesus

School is going to kill me. When did all of this stop being fun. OH well I trudge on, anyone want to trudge with me?

So my problems are so small sometimes when I realize that I'm not the only person in the whole world.

Example: Man looses custody battle with ex and walks into a f'in pawn shop, buys a 12 guage, loads it, and shoots himself in the face right there in the store. (this happend in my town last weekend)

Now I'm not comparing my problems to his, I know nothing of them. However my pithy worries seem trival to the people who now have to contemplate this ripple he's created. I really don't think people understand that their life is not their own. As much as we want to believe it, our lives belong to the people in it. They own a piece of it, just as we own theirs. You can't just take it in your own hands and extinguish it like that, its not your property. You kill yourself and you kill a little piece of everyone around you. Selfish and stupid, but mostly selfish.

I don't understand sometimes. KBj