JOURNAL POWER ACTIVATE!!!!!
Hmm...my gf is out of town.
oh well, guess I'll just pine away by myself. *PINES*****
HEHE, I really should learn how to write a whole song. I just can't seem to give myself enough feedback to get past the initial riff. Very frustrating. I need a band DAMNIT! Piss on the music scene here.
I've noticed I have a tendency to over anticipate things. Luckilly enough I have friends who are a little less high strung than I. Keeps me level and down here on earth where I belong. Like I graduate in 2yrs. Thats kind of a long time, but not long enough. I mean after this year I graduate! I mean what am I supposed to do? Get a job? What if I'm not good enough? What if all the work I've put in to my 5yrs here amouts to absolutely nothing and I am a failure with no job skills? What then? Live like shit and accept my defeat? Fuck I dunno. Spose everthing could go fine and I will be a success, but fuck who knows.
I need to wash my car, and I really want a tattoo between my shoulder blades..sheesh my mom would freak out! Well she might like my idea for it though. I've always had this cool thing with buddas'. They make me smile even when I feel like that grey cloud over my head is raining lobs of shit on me. So I've seen these little buddas' around that are sculpted into a ball shape. They're purdy cool. I was thinking that between my shoulders, in a circle. I dunno just a concept for now. Have to do some sketches.
Nadine, thanks for the emaily. Love to get them. Ur so blessed hot and sweet! GRRRRR.
I'm glad I'm noticed Autum, I hope you mrs. suburban can work something out. I know how that stuff can go, crappy either way. I'm truly sry.
I emplore everyone to kick that damn grey mess of a cloud off their shoulders and try and have a good day. Lates lovelies.
KBJ
Hmm...my gf is out of town.
oh well, guess I'll just pine away by myself. *PINES*****
HEHE, I really should learn how to write a whole song. I just can't seem to give myself enough feedback to get past the initial riff. Very frustrating. I need a band DAMNIT! Piss on the music scene here.
I've noticed I have a tendency to over anticipate things. Luckilly enough I have friends who are a little less high strung than I. Keeps me level and down here on earth where I belong. Like I graduate in 2yrs. Thats kind of a long time, but not long enough. I mean after this year I graduate! I mean what am I supposed to do? Get a job? What if I'm not good enough? What if all the work I've put in to my 5yrs here amouts to absolutely nothing and I am a failure with no job skills? What then? Live like shit and accept my defeat? Fuck I dunno. Spose everthing could go fine and I will be a success, but fuck who knows.
I need to wash my car, and I really want a tattoo between my shoulder blades..sheesh my mom would freak out! Well she might like my idea for it though. I've always had this cool thing with buddas'. They make me smile even when I feel like that grey cloud over my head is raining lobs of shit on me. So I've seen these little buddas' around that are sculpted into a ball shape. They're purdy cool. I was thinking that between my shoulders, in a circle. I dunno just a concept for now. Have to do some sketches.
Nadine, thanks for the emaily. Love to get them. Ur so blessed hot and sweet! GRRRRR.
I'm glad I'm noticed Autum, I hope you mrs. suburban can work something out. I know how that stuff can go, crappy either way. I'm truly sry.
I emplore everyone to kick that damn grey mess of a cloud off their shoulders and try and have a good day. Lates lovelies.
KBJ
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need KBJ hugs!!.......**walks to you with open arms and sulky face**