all right, so it's 6:45 am and i have just gotten back from finishing my damn video project. rather than sleep, i'd much rather celebrate and ramble for a bit.
i have 2 roommates, both named matt. for the sake of convenience, we call one of them matt george. now i've known regular matt since i was a freshman, and he was part of the original group of friend i met when i came to school, which included mykdru and a couple other kids. matt george i didn't meet until later in school, and we didn't really become good friends until he moved in.
matt george rules - he stays up late, likes to hang out, has a girlfriend but doesn't let it run his life, and is up for spontaneous shit whenever.
now take matt - he's an engineering major, he's engaged to his girlfriend, we never see him because he's always living at her super nice place (3 computers and a big screen tv in her apartment, gym, spa, etc....*blah*), he gets along well with his parents, he goes on crazy vacations to places like hawaii with them, he goes to bed at 11 pm every night and wakes up at 7 am to go to his classes.
fuck him.
i would be so pissed if i looked back at my college life and thought of it like that - safe, boring, predictable. i'm going to remember times like this - being online talking with mykdru about various suicide girls at 7 in the morning and wondering if i can go to class. i'm going to remember movie nights and hanging out with my friends and not knowing if i'm going to have enough money to pay rent but paying it anyway. instead matt's going to be married in a couple years and look back at his college life - and see that he did exactly the same thing then that he's doing now - being boring. no crazy road trips to pittsburgh, no eating so much pie that you think you're going to die, no random hook ups....nothing.
i don't know, i'm sure it's probably me just being jealous of the nicer things in his life, but going to bed after some people have started their morning classes is feeling pretty damn good for some reason. i rule life.
i have 2 roommates, both named matt. for the sake of convenience, we call one of them matt george. now i've known regular matt since i was a freshman, and he was part of the original group of friend i met when i came to school, which included mykdru and a couple other kids. matt george i didn't meet until later in school, and we didn't really become good friends until he moved in.
matt george rules - he stays up late, likes to hang out, has a girlfriend but doesn't let it run his life, and is up for spontaneous shit whenever.
now take matt - he's an engineering major, he's engaged to his girlfriend, we never see him because he's always living at her super nice place (3 computers and a big screen tv in her apartment, gym, spa, etc....*blah*), he gets along well with his parents, he goes on crazy vacations to places like hawaii with them, he goes to bed at 11 pm every night and wakes up at 7 am to go to his classes.
fuck him.
i would be so pissed if i looked back at my college life and thought of it like that - safe, boring, predictable. i'm going to remember times like this - being online talking with mykdru about various suicide girls at 7 in the morning and wondering if i can go to class. i'm going to remember movie nights and hanging out with my friends and not knowing if i'm going to have enough money to pay rent but paying it anyway. instead matt's going to be married in a couple years and look back at his college life - and see that he did exactly the same thing then that he's doing now - being boring. no crazy road trips to pittsburgh, no eating so much pie that you think you're going to die, no random hook ups....nothing.
i don't know, i'm sure it's probably me just being jealous of the nicer things in his life, but going to bed after some people have started their morning classes is feeling pretty damn good for some reason. i rule life.
hel:
yeah matt sucks! *looks around, ducks into dark hallway, runs away*