kill_switch

Pretty good weekend, wasted Monday, drama with the g/f, sheesh it's a wonder I have anything left to write an entry with. Spent, that's how my girl has me feeling today, and not in the good, licking some of me off her lips kind of way We had a conversation last night about her hanging out with her ex, and I'm still a little at a loss about the whole thing. I love the girl, that's all there is to it, and I don't want to see her hurt, ever, and I know this bastard hurt her, and I can't for the life of me see why she would want to hang out with him, let alone why she wouldn't bother to tell me that she was going to. I just feel like I am the guy that loves her, that treats her like a princess, like she deserves to be treated, this guy never did that for her, she told me she cried every night for a year when she was with him, so why the FUCK does she want to hang out with him now?? Honestly, I trust her 100%, but him I do not trust as far as I could grab him by the short and curlies and toss him! I just don't want her to get hurt, and if she ever did, I know that I would respond in a very hash, and very violent manner (towards him, not her) I just wish she'd understand.