kiljoy

I wish I didnt care,
and I wish that youd care more,
and I wish I could just get on without this constant nagging flaw.

I wish I didnt dream,
and I wish that you could see,
that all I want from this is a chance for living free.

Free from living silenced,
and free from fearing change.
I wish I didnt fear the thought of emotions being strained.

Because I love you more than everything,
I love you more than me.
I just wish that you could love yourself and set your spirit...

No, thats not fair...

Its just this constant nagging flaw,
screaming from inside.
I wish I could just turn it off to make the world seem right.

I wish I didnt dream,
and I wish I didnt care.
Id turn it off or starve it dry or strangle it of air.

I wish I wasnt like this,
Youd be happier that way.
So Ill just wait a while and bite my tongue and hope the feelings wash away.