kiljoy

I'm having a bit of a weird episode at the moment. I'm all nervous and excited but not for any reason. I want to come out to the world (meaning coming out to those not as close to already know) and confessing the lust I have for many of my friends. I pretty much wanna fuck everybody especially my friends, and this makes me scared and sad and I don't know why.

I'm a maelstrom of emotions right now and I don't know why. My heart is pounding and I'm panicked, or is it excitement?