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kiley

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what actually IS on my mind?

Jan 20, 2016
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Holy crap. I started reading through my old blogs and I got back to 2010. I had to stop. All I ever did was complain. I just wanted to so badly to leave Connecticut, I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I damn am I glad I did. Also, I was a lot skinnier when I was sadder. I guess that makes me fat and happy now?

I don't know if I am HAPPY really, but I sure am HAPPIER. The only thing I have to complain about today is that my cuticles hurt from chewing on them when I drive (I have the worst driving anxiety ever) and I have a pimple on my lip, both of which are really rather disgusting.

@brooklyn stopped by the office today and as we were flipping through Beauty Redefined, she mentioned how we all grew up on this site. Really, truly grew up. There are a handful of girls that I can remember from 10 years ago that are still active on the site that are now late 20's, early 30's. And we're still here, or on other social media, and we still talk to each other. Who knew that joining this site to perv on some boobs in 2004 would lead me to this? I sure didn't, and sometimes I don't even believe that this is my life.

Anyway, I'm rambling and it's probably because I went to Scoops and got ice cream tonight. Or because @chrysis texted me, and I got sad and nostalgic thinking of other SGs that aren't around anymore. Thank you guys for reading this (if you are actually reading this). I'm glad you're here.

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nebula:
I'm happy to hear you're happier :)! .... You are brave to go through old blogs.... I don't think I can do that ahahahaha
Jan 21, 2016
korben:
Wow, we really have grown up on this site. I have been with my husband for as long as I have been on this site and that's crazy to me. Glad you are still here!
Jan 21, 2016

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