kiley

relationships are a bunch of crap. and i cant take this ridiculousness anymore. one minute everything is so happy and he's just happy spending time with me. then he freaks out again and expects too much. i'm not perfect, even if he thinks i am. and i'll never be perfect. and it's not easy to shut off feelings just like that.

on top of that, i've been opening at work and not getting sleep. why can't i just take a vacation