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its tuesday

i just paid $250 in parking tickets

gunna visit the library in a little bit
cuz i can't seem to maintain focus on my job

received a bonus in my check last week.. and most of it will be spent on something sad in lieu of new summer clothes

this week will end in the most difficult way of the past six, but...
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bluvelvet:
no problem. if threatening to push you in a dark hallway is kindness, then i got plenty of kindness to go around. eeek wink

and im glad you told me you deleted my extra post, i seriously thought i was losing it for a sec there.
mezra:
yes new shoes will make you feel better. Im a shoe ho so it allways makes me feel better.
m
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it was 81 in my sphere today..
i wore sandles and a short skirt..
changed my diet..
i walked in unfamiliar land..
and it didn't remind me of anything..

some source of peace appears.. deciding to take more care in my decisions.. be calm.. be patient.. the honest decision will present itself..

i dont want to be angry.. any longer..
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mezra:
Glad to hear things are on the up swing.
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wired:
we just ordered super subs..Yummie,and some cheese fries.hope you feel better.
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i am totally fucked up


and i'm so fucking angry its making me nauseous

after 4 years free of therapy.. i'm going to have to go back.. i feel that i have no choice


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oxalis:
I'm thinking about you and sending love. kiss
apexxx:
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Love and fear

It appears, to me, these are the two emotions that control the conscience

Several years ago an event occurred in my life that caused me to start living in fear, and since that day, Ive persistently worked on trying to figure out how to supplant this fear with love again.. in this process Ive metamorphosed into a different person.. a better person,...
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apexxx:
sweeet! its been foreva since i last saw your punk ass! biggrin
wired:
Was just woundering how you doing today??
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i'm leaving for a little while ... i'll let you all know when i'm back
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dekews:
TTFN
apexxx:
are you back yet? tongue
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its been a day




is this real



did i really do this



omg.. my day was long & difficult
i'm exhausted, sad, depleted.. in so many ways
meditation is helping
but sleep would be nice

my plants need watering
and my heart needs warming
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ninjaprodigy:
What did you do?

..hang in there, and y'know, I'm here if you need anything.
turbulence:
*hugs*

kiss
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soul ... spirit ... search ... faith ... harmony ... hope ... balance ... inspire ... trust ... dream ... endure ... love ... peace ...


...
.. its difficult.. but i know they will be found again..



... i'm trusting.. with my entire heart and soul..
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thurmis:
wow, sorry i was sleeping when you got home last night frown
turbulence:
me too ...

i'm slightly better now... physically

kiss
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i have a test today..
met a new friend..
had a good weekend in Indiana..
got to read more of my book last night..
about to drink my coffee..
and have a wonderful day..
and ace my test..
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thedvsmonkey:
Thanks! Things are pretty good! I'm very happy to see the sun a lot more and less clothing is always good! wink

ooo aaa
roguelibrarian:
I don't care if you made a new friend, I still better be number 1!!!! wink
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wired:
Man i wish i could make my stomach shrink. that would mean to eat less frown ,i like food too much for that. biggrin .anywho good luck on the test.
wired:
have a nice evening we going to see the larry the cable guy movie.don't study too hard. smile
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caffeinemonkey:
I will have to pick that on up next. I am currently reading: American Theocracy

And have purchased : Cobra II

Both at Costco for less then $16

Take care!
wired:
sounds YUMMIE.lunch for me is gonna be lobster i have taste for it.don't work to hard today..