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Sunday Sep 18, 2011

Sep 18, 2011
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It seems like I have so much to talk about, but I really can't seem to find it. Where to start? Well...

Classes seem to be going well, I forgot how college life is.. the rare occasions that you actually get a full nights sleep, the proper diet, the ability to have an excuse to go out and get supremely intoxicated. This lifestyle needs to be put to and end REALLY fast. Aside from the social aspect of classes, everything seems to be going well. I actually enjoy what i'm taking, which is very different for me since while I was in undergrad school I couldn't find interest in very many of my classes. My mind is open to all forms of knowledge now I guess.

Though classes are fine, work is atrocious. Because of the flooding in the Southern Tier of New York State a few weeks ago, a few of our stores experienced some extreme damage. I volunteered to help out in one of the store, not knowing what I was getting myself into. It's probably one of the most devastating events I have ever envisioned. Broome County is literally chaos. Driving to the store I took a route that I rarely use, and I wished I hadn't after I saw the terrible amounts of belongings piled by the road. I cannot imagine losing everything.

Single is still the lifestyle to which I lead. I'm starting to forget what it's like to cherish someone more and more each day, and that is a terrifying thing to come face to face with. No one wants to lose the feeling of love. The worst part for me has been the constant self indulgent, whiskey-soaked memories of life before with her.

I also have to say, lately my closest friends have really been the best company. It's a fine reminder of what we all have. Basic Brotherhood.




Take care of yourselves!EL SUICIDO LOCO
stcyr:
you'll find someone to cherish again
and in the meantime, yeah; cherish your friends.

As always, the best of luck to you.
Sep 18, 2011
sakuraredd:
i send you million of hugs my friend<3
Sep 19, 2011

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