haven't been on since april.. wow. ok..
enjoyed my relaxing 4 day weekend. Wished I had seen a certain someone more than just once.. but schedules and lives are what they are. That woman drives me crazy.. She really and truly is everything I want in a woman...but I'm quite sure I'll always be the other man. I know.. I know... woe is me... Hardly.
Weight is coming off.. lost 5 lbs each of the last two weeks.. not that I don't have it to spare, but hey.. lets keep going. With any luck I might just hit my goal for August 1st. Wanted to be in the 340's before St. Louis.. if I keep losing 5 a week i'll be there easy. Yes I said 340 as a goal. Sad I know. I let myself get outta shape so I have nobody to blame. I just wish I could get back to feeling like it was a drug almost.. (working out I mean) Somedays I have it.. others I don't. I know I need to just force myself to do it, it's just mind over matter and on that subject clearly I've been losing that battle.
enjoyed my relaxing 4 day weekend. Wished I had seen a certain someone more than just once.. but schedules and lives are what they are. That woman drives me crazy.. She really and truly is everything I want in a woman...but I'm quite sure I'll always be the other man. I know.. I know... woe is me... Hardly.
Weight is coming off.. lost 5 lbs each of the last two weeks.. not that I don't have it to spare, but hey.. lets keep going. With any luck I might just hit my goal for August 1st. Wanted to be in the 340's before St. Louis.. if I keep losing 5 a week i'll be there easy. Yes I said 340 as a goal. Sad I know. I let myself get outta shape so I have nobody to blame. I just wish I could get back to feeling like it was a drug almost.. (working out I mean) Somedays I have it.. others I don't. I know I need to just force myself to do it, it's just mind over matter and on that subject clearly I've been losing that battle.
kay:
*hug*