Love is a battlefield. 
We've had DEEP conversations today.
Very much needed.
But I don't feel it got us anywhere.
Just that we know how much we love each other.
Love concurs all???
Hmm.
Been eating TOO many bad things for me. Yesterday I went to Stone Cold Creamery and got my the "German chocolate cake" Ice cream cone. I'm suprised I didn't go into...
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We've had DEEP conversations today.
Very much needed.
But I don't feel it got us anywhere.
Just that we know how much we love each other.
Love concurs all???
Hmm.
Been eating TOO many bad things for me. Yesterday I went to Stone Cold Creamery and got my the "German chocolate cake" Ice cream cone. I'm suprised I didn't go into...
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"A painful fall occurs only when you buy into promises that are more than someone can really deliver. "
I just want you to go away.
And I don't think you believe me.
I know why your phone rings off the hook.
And your about to lose me over some rednecks
who just want something you have.
A mirror of you fallin dad.
It gets...
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I just want you to go away.
And I don't think you believe me.
I know why your phone rings off the hook.
And your about to lose me over some rednecks
who just want something you have.
A mirror of you fallin dad.
It gets...
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starstruk:
ps..
the calgary stampede is the best show on earth..
(haha..rite. check this out tho... http://calgarystampede.com/ )
its like...the rodeo and chuckwagons and rides...and yummi foods and gambling... goes for about 10 days....and usually turns the city UPSIDE DOWN!
all sorts of evil soul consuming stuff.. ...mixed in with a lot of coke heads haha..
the calgary stampede is the best show on earth..
(haha..rite. check this out tho... http://calgarystampede.com/ )
its like...the rodeo and chuckwagons and rides...and yummi foods and gambling... goes for about 10 days....and usually turns the city UPSIDE DOWN!
all sorts of evil soul consuming stuff.. ...mixed in with a lot of coke heads haha..
januar:
really sounds like you and your boyfriend are in very different places in your lives. OH! i went to see The Break Up last night. have you seen it? i laughed, i cried ...
of course i'm a big sap. go watch it, though!
of course i'm a big sap. go watch it, though!
I went home for the 4th. Stayed with Grandma and Moma. It was nice. Homesickness hit hard tough.
Things are ok.
OH...watched Pirates of the Caribbean last nite. It was good. And as usually, me and Will snuck in a pint of booze to slip into our drinks. Good times.
We've been if-y. But I'm trying to work things out. When I start to go...
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Things are ok.
OH...watched Pirates of the Caribbean last nite. It was good. And as usually, me and Will snuck in a pint of booze to slip into our drinks. Good times.
We've been if-y. But I'm trying to work things out. When I start to go...
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cureelise:
comments like are what I like. should be writing more later on or tomorrow . it took me forever to write last night since well I had to take a couple of needed breaks. 
comments like are what I like. should be writing more later on or tomorrow . it took me forever to write last night since well I had to take a couple of needed breaks.
starstruk:
Dont mean to break into the situation...but I know how you feel. As you get older...you have to really grow up. Im dealing with that shit with my bf right now. Skipping out on work to get high...Im not trying to sound like a 'prude' ...but theres a time for that shit..you know? 
grandma had a heart attack last nite. Moma had to take her to hospital. She's having surgry as I write this. Moma's taking it hard. It's so hard to be far from home sometimes. My brothers got this attitude problem. For years actaully....and we don't know why. Sucks when you can't even relay on family for support ...exspecially during these times. Still pondering reason why...
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brankauti:
Oh no! I'm so sorry. I hope that she is OK. I haven't been reading people's blogs much either, with all the crap happening. Also, this new layout makes it so damn hard to see my bookmarked blogs! Grumble. How are you holding up?
I am doing well. I feel like I am on the right path with my life, and that is something! I am interviewing at an awesome shop in MA on Monday afternoon, and hopefully I will get a full time/perm position. And if so, then I move. I am excited about that, but sad too. I think it is best for me, and therefore will help Deke and I because I will be in a better spot in my life, even though I won't be here anymore. Basically, all I am sure of now is that life is strange, but I am following my heart. It surprises me how following my heart can hurt, too.
I am doing well. I feel like I am on the right path with my life, and that is something! I am interviewing at an awesome shop in MA on Monday afternoon, and hopefully I will get a full time/perm position. And if so, then I move. I am excited about that, but sad too. I think it is best for me, and therefore will help Deke and I because I will be in a better spot in my life, even though I won't be here anymore. Basically, all I am sure of now is that life is strange, but I am following my heart. It surprises me how following my heart can hurt, too.
dekews:
I hope your grandma came through with flying colors. <tentative smile>
hi. it's friday! 
i pinch.
i pinch.
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dekews:
Yes. Yes it is. 
Have a good weekend!
Have a good weekend!
sandman226:
It's not St Patty's day is it? I hate getting pinched.
so what is your drive in life?
to him...
whats wrong with me that I feel I'm not making my own decisions anymore. What scares me is I'm driving you away and I don't even know what I'm doing...It's not me. I don't even know how I am anymore.
Why do I feel the world stopped in it's piss cause it had to babysit me...
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to him...
whats wrong with me that I feel I'm not making my own decisions anymore. What scares me is I'm driving you away and I don't even know what I'm doing...It's not me. I don't even know how I am anymore.
Why do I feel the world stopped in it's piss cause it had to babysit me...
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dekews:
?!?!
sandman226:
Was swinging by to ask how you are doing, but I can read that things are not so fun.
Chin up!
Chin up!
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jeneric:
You have a good week as well... 
smirkingatyou:
there is nothing available for my viewing pleasure.
oxy:
nice pic
Our rent for a 575 sqft 1 Bedroom in the middle of nowhere... I might add is going from $750 a month including parking...to $880 a month, parking not included. So, with parking... it will be $950. And sadly..almost everywhere else is worse. Its retarded. It really is. And with the vacancy rate being so low....and EVERYONE coming to calgary...Including the BITCH that stole my 2 bedroom apt. so...
its JUST SO DAMN FRUSTRATING.
Bitter...who me?