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Thursday Mar 29, 2007

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b/c

b/c a billing cycle means more to me than the moon's lazy dreaming somersaults.

b/c absence is always speaking what it isn't.

b/c an accretion of atavistic entities, loosely engendered by others, i, tenuous network.

b/c burning: an outershell reaction: infinite regressions of in.

b/c homeless and jobless is not equal to free.

b/c i am never more real than when curved by your warm crescent in the night.

b/c i can barely breathe between paychecks.

b/ i cast my gaze down as you skin greenbacks from your back pocket.

b/c i have winnowed these fingers down to the golden straw owners use to line their pockets.

b/c i inhale the exhaust of the upwardly mobile.

b/c i exhale lifesbreath of oak, poplar, pine.

b/c i'm free to go home at shift's end.

b/c my life is underwritten by the owner.

b/c necessity.

b/c night surrounds me as no lover ever has.

b/c one senses gradations of light, whether dwarfed by concrete or granite.

b/c our eyes meat.

b/c petalflesh, soft as mine.

b/c she is waiting at home for me

b/c she left for work before me.

b/c slavery is the model for all economic relations.

b/c there is no baptism truer than that of the birthing blood.

b/c there is no philosophy more elegant than 'why?' or 'because.'

b/c there's a reason they're called bones.

b/c there's a war going on. out. there. here: the familiar recession.

b/c there's still sleeping in.

b/c these palms are line further with every caress, whether of wood or steel, plastic or flesh.

b/c timespace constitutes the body, while capitalism, the internet, have engendered successive doubles.

b/c water reflects as well as glass.
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
alleycake:
Haha don't blush, I love sci-fi/fantasy smut. biggrin
What's it called so I can find it?
Mar 31, 2007
alleycake:
I did, you're a great writer. smile
Mar 31, 2007

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