Today is the day. When your heart is full like an oval jewel; protruding from the centre of a necklace which rests firmly on your lovers breast. Today is tomorrow, the ink of time expanding over a neverending sea of exhaustion, sleep does not counter the effects of breathing. Each days becomes another and we stand (oval jewels protruding) in the hope our smile will...
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Cat A. Is walking around like a crazy thing. Stopping every so often to howl a little. She has her playful cute face on.... when she's watching the invisible things in the air. It's a shame she is sick. I think she is losing the plot first and foremost. She tends to forget where she is going when she has reached her destination.
They are...
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akathisia:
Aww, i'm sorry your kitty is sick. I love my animals and i don't want to think about them getting sik or dying. You never really expect it even when you know it a possibility.....for me anyway....
Thanks for the happy birthday wishings!! How did you come across my journal? Just curious. I'm always radomly reading people's journals and so forth.
Take care....
-LEslie
Thanks for the happy birthday wishings!! How did you come across my journal? Just curious. I'm always radomly reading people's journals and so forth.
Take care....
-LEslie
mooncalf2:
i hope your kitty gets better, I love animals, and i freaked when i found ants in my lizard tank....I have a rat and two green anoles....my bf has a pit bull puppy..talk to ya later....
she was hungry
so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
staring at the mustard and the beer
then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet were the pedals
while her appetite steered
and after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just
whose cooking smells good
but which...
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so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
staring at the mustard and the beer
then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet were the pedals
while her appetite steered
and after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just
whose cooking smells good
but which...
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horton:
Then poets are now so rare!! i do congratulate you 
horton:
Thank you for your comment on my page 
I get the feeling sometimes I'm being watched. Some psycho-Sematic headfuck delusioned state. I can't stop thinking "don't leave me alone too long.. Something bad is going to happen.. please..". In the desperation I stand singled out with my own feeling, as a group we are plain victimised. How can I spell out how I feel (S) without knowing someone who reads, (U) is bound...
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d_no:
The grip vibes I sent you a while back must have run out, so I'm sending you some fresh ones right now.
Life is full of ups and downs, just hold on and see.
I hope you feel a bit more positive soon, I'm sure you will.
Life is full of ups and downs, just hold on and see.
I hope you feel a bit more positive soon, I'm sure you will.
xk3zofrenik:
Hope something is atleast better tonight. Safe rest.
-X
-X
Sell Your Eggs in Strict Rotation.
I watch sometimes as people I knew drift away. Most of the time I let them go. I don't seem to have any will to make people stay, niggling thoughts make my head all crazylike and it is inevitable that friendships will just drift apart anyhow. So start out on your own and make the best of what you...
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I watch sometimes as people I knew drift away. Most of the time I let them go. I don't seem to have any will to make people stay, niggling thoughts make my head all crazylike and it is inevitable that friendships will just drift apart anyhow. So start out on your own and make the best of what you...
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nirauan:
well it was painful but over very fast, and the jewellry insertion didnt hurt at all (unusual for me as i find thats the bit that usually hurts)
i wasn't really embarrassed and i thought i would be
i wasn't really embarrassed and i thought i would be
xk3zofrenik:
Ouch. Really feeling the "Gravel". All i can say about that.
I don't know, i felt the same way a few years ago when all my childhood friends went their ways. However i started new relationships on a different basis since then. The people i am around, i connect with them in some sort of way. So really, some of them lead totally different lives than what they had when we met, however there is still some of that connection present, and until now i haven't lost one of those.
I don't know, people drift maybe because they weren't there all that much anyways. That is what i think, yet there are people who are so many miles away and are so present.
I don't know, i felt the same way a few years ago when all my childhood friends went their ways. However i started new relationships on a different basis since then. The people i am around, i connect with them in some sort of way. So really, some of them lead totally different lives than what they had when we met, however there is still some of that connection present, and until now i haven't lost one of those.
I don't know, people drift maybe because they weren't there all that much anyways. That is what i think, yet there are people who are so many miles away and are so present.
I live my life in coloured day dots. Fresh meat three days. I know who I am, where I am, whom I'm talking to by the colours on the box; red saturday. Like some surface meaning pronounced by colour - defined by shade. The texture of each day ranges from moderatly stimulating to down right dull most of the time.
The quips are short, responses...
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sarahjane:
i'm back from my trip and thought i'd drop by and leave you a comment! hope you're doing well.
loretta:
Well it was pretty bad yesterday but it went better fast. Today I feel almost nothing except for little pain in my throat.
The sky is all blue today........
Kisses
The sky is all blue today........
Kisses
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d_no:
That'll be a cool tattoo, something a bit different.
Colouring in books were one of my favourite things when I was a nipper.
I just had a little childhood moment there, thankyou.
Colouring in books were one of my favourite things when I was a nipper.
I just had a little childhood moment there, thankyou.
loretta:
You are my sweet little doll
Here is the time for the sayable, here is its homeland.
Speak and bear witness. More than ever
the Thing that we might experience are vanashing, for
what crowds them out and replaces them is an imageless act.
An act under a shell, which easily cracks open as soon as
then business inside outgrows it and seeks new limits.
Between the hammers our heart endures,...
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Speak and bear witness. More than ever
the Thing that we might experience are vanashing, for
what crowds them out and replaces them is an imageless act.
An act under a shell, which easily cracks open as soon as
then business inside outgrows it and seeks new limits.
Between the hammers our heart endures,...
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xk3zofrenik:
thanks. 
ash:
oh yeah .. and I dont know HOW I forgot loretta!!!! 
We peel our sexualities like mandarin skin at breakfast. Changing our faces to suit the places we rest.
I'm through with the masks, they jus hurt my ears, seeing you just brought me to tears.
I cried and I cried till my face lost feeling,
till I felt my veins stop bleeding.
Only the tears were so see-through, like my face when I met you....
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I'm through with the masks, they jus hurt my ears, seeing you just brought me to tears.
I cried and I cried till my face lost feeling,
till I felt my veins stop bleeding.
Only the tears were so see-through, like my face when I met you....
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xk3zofrenik:
Eternity is only a illusion
Malcontent writers should be up past one in the morning.
A burning desire to communicate is often forgotten.
Inside there is only ashes of who i was.
Leaning agains the window i can only see the quietness.
Malcontent writers should be up past one in the morning.
A burning desire to communicate is often forgotten.
Inside there is only ashes of who i was.
Leaning agains the window i can only see the quietness.
loretta:
*Hugs*
Love
Love
The silence keeps my heart close and my feeling shit closer.
The cat with the lump on its back... which was very cute until the huge growth was noticed- has jus walked passed on the ground below. it's sat there now like its waiting for something.. hmm
my outfit is shit- as predicted. we can but hope the day goes a little better than last...
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The cat with the lump on its back... which was very cute until the huge growth was noticed- has jus walked passed on the ground below. it's sat there now like its waiting for something.. hmm
my outfit is shit- as predicted. we can but hope the day goes a little better than last...
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loretta:
That'd sure make me fell better 
I guess I should start cleaning then
I'm off to buy some synth. hair now. Or at least see if I can find any good.
Kiss
I guess I should start cleaning then
I'm off to buy some synth. hair now. Or at least see if I can find any good.
Kiss
xk3zofrenik:
Silence stir the echoes of the past. I hate the past.
and ... Ill clue u in on my little "secret". it DOESNT make me happy to see all the comments on my page. why? Because I know that it takes me several days (3-4) to reply to abt 100 comments, and I usually get over a hundred per entry. so .. it makes me feel good in a way, but it also frustrates me because I know it takes me soooo long to reply. But I think to myself .. "hey, if u dont want so many comments in your journAL .. then STOP replying to all of them!!" but .. I cant bring myself to be rude and NOT reply. If someone takes the time to come to my journal to comment .. then I reciprocate.