I cannot hold my attention for longer than a few moments on anything. I bubble with excitement and then run on empty fuel, twisting into an awful mood. I want answers to questions I don't even know. I want to know why friends are such wankers, whether it is my own doing that they have turned into people I cannot recognise nor stand to spend...
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But how, oh how it could be so frightening when you thought it was going to be the most wonderful place in the world, with its shadows twice the size of those at home, when you woke up in the menacing silence of the giant dormitory with its steal beds in military formation and the dean of discipline moving like a ghost among them, hungry...
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d_no:
Is being cool still cool these days? 
I'm not sure.
It's not a brilliant line up, it rarely is, but there are enough decent acts on to keep me entertained. If I get to see 4 or 5 bands a day on the big stages that's plenty. There is a lot more to do than just watch bands you know, that's what makes Glastonbury so special.
You're a pirate mental patient on mushrooms, hmm.....
and a lady too
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I'm not sure.
It's not a brilliant line up, it rarely is, but there are enough decent acts on to keep me entertained. If I get to see 4 or 5 bands a day on the big stages that's plenty. There is a lot more to do than just watch bands you know, that's what makes Glastonbury so special.
You're a pirate mental patient on mushrooms, hmm.....
and a lady too
[Edited on Apr 12, 2005 5:01PM]
loretta:
*Huuuuuuug!!*
Familiarity has bred redemption at a time when suffering makes his money by playing cards. Dealing hands to unworthy opponents just to take their hard earned self worth.. Money money money. Bloody blasphamony was his ownly fault, those lies stood up like rabbits in the headlight at night. Torn cages of presumption were the only way to the highway of deliverance (save us from all...
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sorrowsjoy:
*hugs* I hope things are a little more bearable now--And as always your writing is amazing sweetie 
I know life can throw some cruel curveballs at ya 
but the trick is to learn how to get back up--Something I'm still learning myself--Anyways as I have said before my door is always open if ya need someone to talk to --Take care and love ya hun!
Lexi
I know life can throw some cruel curveballs at ya but the trick is to learn how to get back up--Something I'm still learning myself--Anyways as I have said before my door is always open if ya need someone to talk to --Take care and love ya hun!
Lexi
bambi:
yes, there has been someone...and after 2,5 years I told him to leave cause it didn't work out with us - I learned somtimes love is not enough... 
But in 2 years we will be old enough to handle the rest and get married
well at least I hope it's like this !
But in 2 years we will be old enough to handle the rest and get married
well at least I hope it's like this !
Safe as houses, a mithering idiot stance; projecting as a hologram up on the bedroom wall. those walls we wrote our memories on,painted over by the landlord. Neither here nor there, can't be found in the cupboard or in my hair.. my hair looks like an accident scene, my heart flat as a trampled field. Where do we go (my lovely?). Half hearted, waste of...
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d_no:
Time out is good, if that's what you need to do.
It's not fair, it's not fair.. it's not fair.
It's not right. It's not fun, not good.
Do I tear (to cry,weep,leak) from need or from familiarity.
A time a time ago-that long love spelt my name in laughter.
Now we breathe in water, pissing from our eyes.
What to say when I am cruelty, like animals.
What to do when the words won't fall...
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It's not right. It's not fun, not good.
Do I tear (to cry,weep,leak) from need or from familiarity.
A time a time ago-that long love spelt my name in laughter.
Now we breathe in water, pissing from our eyes.
What to say when I am cruelty, like animals.
What to do when the words won't fall...
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poppystrike:
I have a text from you. On my other phone. Recieved at 3:16pm today. I only just read it. Was is sent today or did you send it some other time?
daze_:
thank you for your love!!
unfortunately, i didn't have good time in the evening... but i was with my bf. so all ok.
unfortunately, i didn't have good time in the evening... but i was with my bf. so all ok.
5 year old sun dances till she falls inside a hula hoop.
tears cry out upon that sunny day,
along the clouds her scream chances.
A dog barks and jumps at nothing
16 year old testiments wrote plently for all hearts to see.
with childish whispers and longful glances,
a kiss was taken.
crayons to suit the mood, vodka poured upon skin like oil.
anything...
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tears cry out upon that sunny day,
along the clouds her scream chances.
A dog barks and jumps at nothing
16 year old testiments wrote plently for all hearts to see.
with childish whispers and longful glances,
a kiss was taken.
crayons to suit the mood, vodka poured upon skin like oil.
anything...
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poppystrike:
That sounds shitty. Look at this.
It's odd that we're both sick at the same time. Who is this about...
I knew you once,
your smell. The way you wore yourself.
And how you scared me.
I always saw u as an enemy.
?
It's odd that we're both sick at the same time. Who is this about...
I knew you once,
your smell. The way you wore yourself.
And how you scared me.
I always saw u as an enemy.
?
poppystrike:
Are you ok? What's happened? .
.All god fearing citizens need something to believe in. Try not to sail through life like an antibiotic. Things can't always be fixed that way.
We're in some kind of zoo. Green grass, waves.. sea like.. Feels like rubber without flipflops. A toilet with blue tiles, and matt silver doors - a mirror, dictaphone goes on (i forget after two seconds its on).. "oh I...
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We're in some kind of zoo. Green grass, waves.. sea like.. Feels like rubber without flipflops. A toilet with blue tiles, and matt silver doors - a mirror, dictaphone goes on (i forget after two seconds its on).. "oh I...
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fatality:
I like your profile picture.
andy_hallam:
Nice picture of your feet by the way
There's that cracking sound again. My head on the floor as your foot rests upon it. It hurt that time.
That shattering piece of my heart breaking into moments.
The resonating illumination of hypocracy swirls my blood into a fury of disbelief.
Blending love into colour, I'm choking on my own vomit with blood stained fingernails digging into my skin.
Oh to ache.. To need....
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That shattering piece of my heart breaking into moments.
The resonating illumination of hypocracy swirls my blood into a fury of disbelief.
Blending love into colour, I'm choking on my own vomit with blood stained fingernails digging into my skin.
Oh to ache.. To need....
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lolo:
YAY for Bright Eyes! x
haemophiliac:
yeah, a tale of two sisters is a japanese film...so i guess i like them too! um the - between words is because my keyboard at home is screwed 
ahh well, in in a net cafe now so im all space barred up.
ahh well, in in a net cafe now so im all space barred up.
I did not leave, I haven't gone anywhere. My hearty roamed the windy city like a feverish patient. I cannot leave, finance won't allow. So I sit. So I swallow. So... It just gets worse. A trailer park joint, hanging out on the corner with the kids from the roughest of vans. Smoking dirty crack and studying each others faces, past the dirt and grime.....
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sorrowsjoy:
*hugs*Tanks for your comments luv--Brother is coming home today!! We are thrilled but he still has many weeks of recovery--It should prove to be interesting--And beautiful writing as usual hun--Just as you are --Take care and love you hun.
Lexi
--Take care and love you hun.
Lexi
kink:
Chefs are good. I feel a certain kinship with those who create food for a living, as I have always felt that my music is food for the soul (oh god that was so terribly cheezy).
Yeah, I really like Dead Poet's Society... I think that was the first movie that ever made me cry.
Oh, and my lobes are zero gauge.
Yeah, I really like Dead Poet's Society... I think that was the first movie that ever made me cry.
Oh, and my lobes are zero gauge.
I didn't die out there in the storm of vodka hazed emotion. I thought, I fought.. I was talked about and I sulked. Thats me, down to a tee.. brittle bones and an issue for every moment.
I went out on tuesday night and didn't come home until 8.15pm tonight. Several towns away, without credit, without battery..Oh without money- i lost 20 pounds.. with...
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I went out on tuesday night and didn't come home until 8.15pm tonight. Several towns away, without credit, without battery..Oh without money- i lost 20 pounds.. with...
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thelastbeliever:
Woah, there is a lot of offending people going on in that entry. Makes me glad i'm not an Irish lesbian
loretta:
That's ok
Are you better today?
Kisses
Are you better today?
Kisses
I am doing okay at the moment though. It's up and down but i imagine things will start to improve with time.
I hope all is as well as can be with you. Sorry for the bland comments...
I really don't like to make a fuss though, you know me...
Thank you again for the concern though. You are very special