look, I am living. On what? Neither childhood nor future grows any smaller . . . . Superabundant being wells up in my heart
How important is sex?
Does it define the type of person you are?
~Today, I arranged two tubs of little coloured flags (blue, pink, red, yellow, green and brown) from the curry club night into piles of colours, obviously leveling them...
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How important is sex?
Does it define the type of person you are?
~Today, I arranged two tubs of little coloured flags (blue, pink, red, yellow, green and brown) from the curry club night into piles of colours, obviously leveling them...
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sarahg:
i'm not. a creep or a perv or thinkin-of-people-naked type person, but i think that sex is pretty damn important.
poppystrike:
I'm sorry about last night. I hate it when you cry x
Centre of all centres, core of cores,
almond self-enclosed and growing sweet --
all this universe, to the furthest stars
and beyond them, is your flesh, your fruit.
Now you feel how nothing clings to you;
your vast shell reaches into endless space,
and there the rich, thick fluids rise and flow.
Illuminated in your infinite peace,
a billion stars go spinning through the night,...
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almond self-enclosed and growing sweet --
all this universe, to the furthest stars
and beyond them, is your flesh, your fruit.
Now you feel how nothing clings to you;
your vast shell reaches into endless space,
and there the rich, thick fluids rise and flow.
Illuminated in your infinite peace,
a billion stars go spinning through the night,...
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kristoph:
i'm gonna be at le tigre in bristol i think and i'd like to hang with you if that's ok?
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kristoph:
i hear you're going to be at le tigre in bristol hhhmmm? maybe i shall see you there?
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poppystrike:
Emo Geek
- - - >> Check out your geek xXx
Edited because I forgot to give you a
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[Edited on Mar 16, 2005 2:50PM]
- - - >> Check out your geek xXx
Edited because I forgot to give you a
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loretta:
Sounds nice. No I don't think I've seen that one but I don't really know. I will eat soon.
Iam so tired and I'm gonna see a friend in an hour. I could fall aslleep anytime. But it's so hard to find time to see her so I must do when I can.
So tired. Sugar does not help.
Iam so tired and I'm gonna see a friend in an hour. I could fall aslleep anytime. But it's so hard to find time to see her so I must do when I can.
So tired. Sugar does not help.
We bare the writing of days and months upon our skin.
Scipture and device; carved for all to see.
The heavy loading left out feet tired, our backs bent.
Exhaustion kept us going.
The road behind us was far and wide,
each gale of wind blew our tracks from sight,
we had no choice.
We left our routes, walked for their purpose.
We felt each...
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Scipture and device; carved for all to see.
The heavy loading left out feet tired, our backs bent.
Exhaustion kept us going.
The road behind us was far and wide,
each gale of wind blew our tracks from sight,
we had no choice.
We left our routes, walked for their purpose.
We felt each...
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myra:
Oh, I almost forgot: Have a good day at work! Mine is already over, it's 7:20p here..
loretta:
Aw I'm sorry doll. Hope it gets better though.
Mine did yesterday
But it's ok now.
Kiss
Mine did yesterday
But it's ok now.
Kiss
A vision of Love wearing boxing gloves and singing hearts and flowers.
A girl strides beside the image, wearing riding boots and sunglasses.
She stamps, she rides the moment.
She stole my ticking heart.
A bomb ready to explode with the slightest expose.
And she stole yours.
A thousand eyes smoulder with jealousy.
I dress my face in stone.
We can't go back.
A girl strides beside the image, wearing riding boots and sunglasses.
She stamps, she rides the moment.
She stole my ticking heart.
A bomb ready to explode with the slightest expose.
And she stole yours.
A thousand eyes smoulder with jealousy.
I dress my face in stone.
We can't go back.
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samantha:
thank you for commenting!
lovely images you convey with words... it sounds strange, but jealousy is one of my favorite feelings... anger and love at the same time.
lovely images you convey with words... it sounds strange, but jealousy is one of my favorite feelings... anger and love at the same time.
fenchurch:
Not a toilet roll you get for free from the dorm bathroom!
My camera is missing a memory card, and I don't ahve a camera to computer cord
My camera is missing a memory card, and I don't ahve a camera to computer cord
I'm so fucking sick of worrying about all of these things. Money. How did I get into such bad debt. Why can't I seem to ever dig myself out. I'm considering whoring myself, trouble is there are no known suckers in this town who would pay for my body. Probably a good thing. My sexual insecurities wouldn't go down (pun not intended) so well. The...
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snap:
Good people. Bad things.
andy_hallam:
Don't feel too down, debt is a real pig, I still have about 10,000 myself.
Speaking of money, I must stop looking at peoples favourite films, seeing The Truth About Cats and Dogs on yours reminded me how much i like that film, I am going to have to get it on dvd now as I can't play the video anymore since my video recorder died.
Speaking of money, I must stop looking at peoples favourite films, seeing The Truth About Cats and Dogs on yours reminded me how much i like that film, I am going to have to get it on dvd now as I can't play the video anymore since my video recorder died.
Let me in your arms to feel.
I'm a jerk. Compelled by the mortality of impulse behaviour. I am spinning on the point of wanking jerkness; and not in a sexual sense. I jus feel like my behaviour is pointless right now. I am angry with people who have done nothing towards me. My heart is beating in an awkward metre of lifeless rhythm. I...
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I'm a jerk. Compelled by the mortality of impulse behaviour. I am spinning on the point of wanking jerkness; and not in a sexual sense. I jus feel like my behaviour is pointless right now. I am angry with people who have done nothing towards me. My heart is beating in an awkward metre of lifeless rhythm. I...
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loretta:
of course I will. 
ash:
you're missing your pants????!! *runs over to your house*
All my friends deserted me, bcause you painted me as the fraud I really am
I am not protesting. I am merely stating with great dignity, my innocence. My realm of living is that of a silent approach to date. When intoxicated I become another character sometimes good,sometimes not. Yesterday it seems was a mix of both.
You - that short character I once did...
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I am not protesting. I am merely stating with great dignity, my innocence. My realm of living is that of a silent approach to date. When intoxicated I become another character sometimes good,sometimes not. Yesterday it seems was a mix of both.
You - that short character I once did...
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loretta:
Oh yes I am missing you to death over here 
When will you be back?
It's hard to be all alone..
When will you be back?
It's hard to be all alone..
sarahjane:
yeah, i never got around to it because i've been going through some really though times. i still want it and once i stop crying, i will get it done!
My illumination is contaminated with a disturbance, a disturbance caused by the smell of degrading confindence. Everything is black and white, plain and still moving. The people move their mouths and I watch without feeling, without hearing. Sometimes I think they are mocking me, speaking with no voices to cheat my senses into thinking I am deaf. There is no light, we cannot see for...
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loretta:
Ha!
Well that sounded hilarious.
I must say.
I almost walked out of the movie 'cause I thought it was so scary.
But it was good afterwards.
Kisses
Well that sounded hilarious.
I must say.
I almost walked out of the movie 'cause I thought it was so scary.
But it was good afterwards.
Kisses
rowan:
♥
xoxo
~Ro
xoxo
~Ro
Green Shoes at the Weekend
I'm not sure I can handle much of anything right now. I feel
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.
.
savage. I have shouted like my words formed a battle in mid-air. I am aggressive when in this state, the anger makes me another. Need. Comfort.
.
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A carnivore on hunting day.
Whatever meat you wish for.. It's yours.
(She'll choose lamb maybe)....
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I'm not sure I can handle much of anything right now. I feel
.
.
.
savage. I have shouted like my words formed a battle in mid-air. I am aggressive when in this state, the anger makes me another. Need. Comfort.
.
.
A carnivore on hunting day.
Whatever meat you wish for.. It's yours.
(She'll choose lamb maybe)....
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leira:
was it beth orthon who did concrete sky with ryan adams? hm. i listened to that song a lot in part of 2002, and the memories that go with that song are so good i can't stand to think of them anymore.
i still haven't eaten breakfast and it's almost 2pm.
i'm hungry.
i hope you are ok.
kisses.
i still haven't eaten breakfast and it's almost 2pm.
i'm hungry.
i hope you are ok.
kisses.
loretta:
yes we could play monopoly, though I have only played it like twice when I was like six maybe so you'd have to teach me
I slept well. And now i have cleaned my whole apartment. It was very needed. Very.
Hope your friend does not backa out on you So you can have a kick ass evening.
Kisses
I slept well. And now i have cleaned my whole apartment.
It was very needed. Very.
Hope your friend does not backa out on you
So you can have a kick ass evening.
Kisses