kickinglovers

So last night. I ventured out. For a close friends leaving drink. I was of course early, not knowing the time of the event. But also to obtain my work hours. There was a lot of drink consumed, 4 shots in total. The last couple of drinks, entailed 4 shots of vodka in one small glass and 2 in another, like some attempt to conquer me into returning to the host's party's hourse for more alcohol and weed smoking. Baring in mind all of these people (bar two) I work with and two of them are managers. I met a lovely girl who ihave known of for quite a while. Friends of friends I work with and we clicked, she was actually a darling. Sarcastic and dry, whilst her boyfriend was just quite the sweetest thing.
Upon attempting to walk around the corner from my work to my home. I was carried twice, once I cannot remember whom, the second.. I was picked by Widge, and he started walking me towards Dave and Sarah's house. However, there was one big obsticle in the way.. this being: A set of traffic lights. He walked and hit the side of my head into the traffic light as I was facing the other way. Then letting me down, dropped me on my back on the floor. For a few moments.. I had no idea quite what was going on. Near 3 minutes later, I had a lump on the side of my head, ever growing. Needless to say after the violence. I acted and followed suit to the party.. but not before i bought a lovely chinese meal.
Upon entering the party. Emma R and Claire were both quite drunk, we all were. Claire (a non liker of rock/metal) walked around moshing and dancing to various bands. Odd, I entered the smoking room, and was given a promised joint. It was nice, I hadn't smoked for quite a while. Claire and Emma R had never smoked in their life.. but decided -mainly claire- they were going to become professionals. Emma B (a manager) turned up later. and rolled a very potent joint. Well, I spoke to lamb.. and was meant to be leaving to go home so we could talk some more, (purely in the;we talk so much it is odd but good way). (damn. i miss that one,mine). Anyhow..
Claire, was crying when I entered the room, So two of us ushered her out into the kitchen to talk and calm her down. Martyn had hit her in the eye with something and it had bled briefly. Though htis turned into a paranoia, caused by the weed and amount of alcohol. She kept repeating her thoughts,without being calmed. Then it turned to hyperventilating, she struggled and went into a small dark room at the back, clambering to get out of a corner with no exit. Dave calmed her.. after about half an hour. I coaxed her into the kitchen, after asking everyone to vacate. It was.. sad.
Her boyfriend matt had passed out prior to this event, in the front room. She started crying again in the front room, calmed down. Chris (the lovely girl's boyfriend) then started to fall over the place as drunkness had hit.
Basically pete carried matt home.. chris stumbled with a smile..
All in all, quite tiring and emotional. But.. Dave and Sarah were adorable. and mm, I shall miss both of them I think.



There will be photos within the next couple of days I believe. Of my week, or even just the last evening of my time away with this one.


I don't feel so hot today, needless to say.





The plan.. is. really. (this pleases me, today is a nice nice day we both agreed). It is best waking with her.
~wednesday in a theory she will be here until friday
~then i shall be there, for the morning before my birthday and then my birthday.

i do wonder if this will happen. yes. i hope. because all will be well. with my 48 hour hours of working inbetween.


the most thing i am excited over.

are the birthday presents.. and thing she has ordered from her work.. what is it what is..
i do hope the things i ordered come soon
i must buy this hoody for her, once i can get a size from her lips.


(i am being childish.i'm sure it doesn't hurt me to see.. but.. i shouldn't look.and i shan't again.oh.tits).