kickinglovers

I am to wear polar bear pajamas on this night. My life is in a suitcase. Go to bed with a pretend smile on my face.
I turn my back because I don't like to be watched when sleeping.
I dream of most things. So vivid I wake confused.
These people carry knives, forks and most other kitchen utensils... you'd be suprised. You know.. those funny little people. Aromatic midget ducks. They could be American, but they just dont make so much sense.
Wishes and wishes and wishes we play. Lets wish another day away. Here we come, here we go.. Another merry fucking roll.
Plenty of spoons but never a knife.




I am to adieu you tofu eating munchkin spam machines.

Isn't she the cutest..? (Ani)


we can touch
touch our girl cheeks
and we can hold hands
like paper dolls
we can try
try each other on
in the privacy
within new york city's walls
we can kiss
kiss goodnight
and we can go home wondering
what would it be like if
if i did not have a boyfriend
we could spend
the whole night

i am waking up
in her bed
i sing 1st avenue
the open window said
always late to sleep
late to rise
lying here watching the day go by
in the living room
there are people on the carpet
having stupid conversations
just to hear themselves talk
and i am drifting through
i am heading for the kitchen
i am thinking of her fingers as i walk...





*sighing.
imma be around a little if only to look and see friends updates. but a week or so i'll return.