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Cat A. Is walking around like a crazy thing. Stopping every so often to howl a little. She has her playful cute face on.... when she's watching the invisible things in the air. It's a shame she is sick. I think she is losing the plot first and foremost. She tends to forget where she is going when she has reached her destination.
They are home today. HipHipHoray.
I now have three days off. Plans for possibly all of these days - Wednesday is the funeral. I said to mom if dad couldnt go I would go with her.
Feeling quite monotone today. Maybe I should go and dig a hole in the garden - See how far I can get.. I could give amy a call and get her to meet me on the otherside. Awk I miss that tony hawks girl somewhat.
Time for a cigarette I think.
(how dull)



~Loretta - I had a dream which you were in the other night. You were in a gay club I go to, with a male friend. You were both dancing. but your dancing was in starjumps... It wa smost amusing to watch. I put it down to your country of origin.. heh.

~Another dream recently, I went to meet CJ in exeter (she lives the opposite way So I dont know why she was there)... I was on the train and didn't get off at my usual stop because I didnt have enough time to get my bags together before the train pulled away. so (dave was there with me for some reason).. he was dodging the ticket inspector cuz he didn't have enough money to get home. We were on a Great Western train but there were a lot of Virgin business officials there. So once in Exeter - it turned out she had a boyfriend (which is most bizzare considering she is gay). I went to leave to go home and I was waiting in the train station in a tunnel type thing - reminded me of an airport.. the ground below us (there were a few random people there) did a dipping thing - like the feeling on an elevator.. and we were all floating in the air.. It was one of the most real dream feeling experiences I have had (not that I know what it feels like to be without gravity). It stopped after a while and we jus floated back down to the ground. I don't remember anymore about my dream than that.




Crazy ass pigeon attempt
at ducking from the world
didn't work
so we'll try again.
Stuck on your shoe,
the shiney side face up
I can see you whilst you walk.
Your head held high
So proud, So wrong.
I'm shaking my tail,
trying to move on.