kickinglovers

My illumination is contaminated with a disturbance, a disturbance caused by the smell of degrading confindence. Everything is black and white, plain and still moving. The people move their mouths and I watch without feeling, without hearing. Sometimes I think they are mocking me, speaking with no voices to cheat my senses into thinking I am deaf. There is no light, we cannot see for miles because our eyes have shortened the possiblities - to reduce our chance of falling further down the line.
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"I think you are one of those people who says they do not think they are cute; but they know really what everyone thinks about them, how cute they are" - Sadie 4/3/05


The Gay and the Straight world of leagues are very different. Unless you have experienced both with the gay and straight scene on a multitude of occaisions it is difficult to understand the change. I miss the gay scene for this reason. I felt cute there (it helps most of them are dogs with the exception of a few cute ones and the occaisional hot (pretentious) one).