kickinglovers

I'm out here studying stones
just trying hard to be less alive.

the concave pressure has mounted until my legged buckled. i cannot cry.
it was be to be expected.

I wonder if i'll make it to thursday
or if i will have tied up this hope
with a bitter string of anger..
till im left bleeding on my own again.

Fuck.

Why do bad things happen on the day of my period?.. last time.. seconds after the conversation started, i got my period. how fucked up is that.


bruised