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Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

Jan 10, 2006
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You're a regular decorated emergency.


I don't know where the words went. We talk about the words.. She writes in her place but feels restricted. And I? I've stopped dead. My tracks are long covered with dust. The only thing I have now to concentrate on is the appearance of that profile. What a profile (shrug).




My year started with a slight bang. O.. Bang or kaput. A week ago tonight my mom had a heart attack, when arriving at the hospital they proceeced to do the norm but anounced it wasn't working and she'd have to travel to Bristol (blah de lah).. Long and short. She came home yesterday after having a triple bypass. Near death doesn't even come close to where she was, and my father.. He's another story altogether. He's been a wreck and is still now obsessing over things. It's heavy going and the tears dried me.
She needs care for a couple of weeks 24/7 and has to be off work for about 3 months. Cabin fever is predicted within 3 days.



And me? (people have asked how I am).. for this I've been off work a week so far and still another 4 days to go, for that I'm thankful. But I have been assessing where I am.


..There is the girl.. we have a day trip on friday after thursday which is a night of brilliance.
I am taking my best friend out for the night, whilst we are dressed as pirates.. for her 21st. Excellent.
..there is the other thing. which slowly holds my stride.

though compliments of my kiss did raise a blush like no other..

then there is another other breather that rattles me so.


i'm so wordless.. i shall endeavour to ammend this disaplinary.

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