kickinglovers

Suddenly it became clearer..

So I asked straight out. "why are you being strange with me? ( do i sense this change in behaviour for no reason or do you still? )

*i guess cos i see you and some feelings are still raw you know? but i suppose that's why exes aren't usually friends afterwards..

i made a commented about her girlfriend..

*at least you never see her! i get to see new ones every week! i also have to ignore feelings or it'd ruin things, i really enjoy seeing you anyway so wouldn't want sillyness to mean that'd have to stop. we're okay.. probably completely normal?!?


and five hours it became unclear.




i addressed the other situation until 4.30am.

i didn't make it complicated..i wish she wasn't sad

how criptic must i be. hm.

at least new year was fantastic. i remembe rlittle and i've chewed my mouth to pieces but.. the snippets of ashley's breasts being groped and the kiss were nice enough.