Safe as houses, a mithering idiot stance; projecting as a hologram up on the bedroom wall. those walls we wrote our memories on,painted over by the landlord. Neither here nor there, can't be found in the cupboard or in my hair.. my hair looks like an accident scene, my heart flat as a trampled field. Where do we go (my lovely?). Half hearted, waste of...
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sarahjane:
d_no:
Time out is good, if that's what you need to do.
It's not fair, it's not fair.. it's not fair.
It's not right. It's not fun, not good.
Do I tear (to cry,weep,leak) from need or from familiarity.
A time a time ago-that long love spelt my name in laughter.
Now we breathe in water, pissing from our eyes.
What to say when I am cruelty, like animals.
What to do when the words won't fall...
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It's not right. It's not fun, not good.
Do I tear (to cry,weep,leak) from need or from familiarity.
A time a time ago-that long love spelt my name in laughter.
Now we breathe in water, pissing from our eyes.
What to say when I am cruelty, like animals.
What to do when the words won't fall...
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poppystrike:
I have a text from you. On my other phone. Recieved at 3:16pm today. I only just read it. Was is sent today or did you send it some other time?
daze_:
thank you for your love!!
unfortunately, i didn't have good time in the evening... but i was with my bf. so all ok.
unfortunately, i didn't have good time in the evening... but i was with my bf. so all ok.
5 year old sun dances till she falls inside a hula hoop.
tears cry out upon that sunny day,
along the clouds her scream chances.
A dog barks and jumps at nothing
16 year old testiments wrote plently for all hearts to see.
with childish whispers and longful glances,
a kiss was taken.
crayons to suit the mood, vodka poured upon skin like oil.
anything...
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tears cry out upon that sunny day,
along the clouds her scream chances.
A dog barks and jumps at nothing
16 year old testiments wrote plently for all hearts to see.
with childish whispers and longful glances,
a kiss was taken.
crayons to suit the mood, vodka poured upon skin like oil.
anything...
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poppystrike:
That sounds shitty. Look at this.
It's odd that we're both sick at the same time. Who is this about...
I knew you once,
your smell. The way you wore yourself.
And how you scared me.
I always saw u as an enemy.
?
It's odd that we're both sick at the same time. Who is this about...
I knew you once,
your smell. The way you wore yourself.
And how you scared me.
I always saw u as an enemy.
?
poppystrike:
Are you ok? What's happened? 
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.All god fearing citizens need something to believe in. Try not to sail through life like an antibiotic. Things can't always be fixed that way.
We're in some kind of zoo. Green grass, waves.. sea like.. Feels like rubber without flipflops. A toilet with blue tiles, and matt silver doors - a mirror, dictaphone goes on (i forget after two seconds its on).. "oh I...
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We're in some kind of zoo. Green grass, waves.. sea like.. Feels like rubber without flipflops. A toilet with blue tiles, and matt silver doors - a mirror, dictaphone goes on (i forget after two seconds its on).. "oh I...
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fatality:
I like your profile picture.
andy_hallam:
Nice picture of your feet by the way 
There's that cracking sound again. My head on the floor as your foot rests upon it. It hurt that time.
That shattering piece of my heart breaking into moments.
The resonating illumination of hypocracy swirls my blood into a fury of disbelief.
Blending love into colour, I'm choking on my own vomit with blood stained fingernails digging into my skin.
Oh to ache.. To need....
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That shattering piece of my heart breaking into moments.
The resonating illumination of hypocracy swirls my blood into a fury of disbelief.
Blending love into colour, I'm choking on my own vomit with blood stained fingernails digging into my skin.
Oh to ache.. To need....
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lolo:
YAY for Bright Eyes! x
haemophiliac:
yeah, a tale of two sisters is a japanese film...so i guess i like them too! um the - between words is because my keyboard at home is screwed 
ahh well, in in a net cafe now so im all space barred up.
ahh well, in in a net cafe now so im all space barred up.
I did not leave, I haven't gone anywhere. My hearty roamed the windy city like a feverish patient. I cannot leave, finance won't allow. So I sit. So I swallow. So... It just gets worse. A trailer park joint, hanging out on the corner with the kids from the roughest of vans. Smoking dirty crack and studying each others faces, past the dirt and grime.....
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sorrowsjoy:
*hugs*Tanks for your comments luv--Brother is coming home today!! We are thrilled but he still has many weeks of recovery--It should prove to be interesting--And beautiful writing as usual hun--Just as you are --Take care and love you hun.
Lexi
--Take care and love you hun.
Lexi
kink:
Chefs are good. I feel a certain kinship with those who create food for a living, as I have always felt that my music is food for the soul (oh god that was so terribly cheezy).
Yeah, I really like Dead Poet's Society... I think that was the first movie that ever made me cry.
Oh, and my lobes are zero gauge.
Yeah, I really like Dead Poet's Society... I think that was the first movie that ever made me cry.
Oh, and my lobes are zero gauge.
I didn't die out there in the storm of vodka hazed emotion. I thought, I fought.. I was talked about and I sulked. Thats me, down to a tee.. brittle bones and an issue for every moment.
I went out on tuesday night and didn't come home until 8.15pm tonight. Several towns away, without credit, without battery..Oh without money- i lost 20 pounds.. with...
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I went out on tuesday night and didn't come home until 8.15pm tonight. Several towns away, without credit, without battery..Oh without money- i lost 20 pounds.. with...
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thelastbeliever:
Woah, there is a lot of offending people going on in that entry. Makes me glad i'm not an Irish lesbian 
loretta:
That's ok 
Are you better today?
Kisses
Are you better today?
Kisses
Today is the day. When your heart is full like an oval jewel; protruding from the centre of a necklace which rests firmly on your lovers breast. Today is tomorrow, the ink of time expanding over a neverending sea of exhaustion, sleep does not counter the effects of breathing. Each days becomes another and we stand (oval jewels protruding) in the hope our smile will...
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daze_:
so lovely!!
ash:
I like 
and ... Ill clue u in on my little "secret". it DOESNT make me happy to see all the comments on my page. why? Because I know that it takes me several days (3-4) to reply to abt 100 comments, and I usually get over a hundred per entry. so .. it makes me feel good in a way, but it also frustrates me because I know it takes me soooo long to reply. But I think to myself .. "hey, if u dont want so many comments in your journAL .. then STOP replying to all of them!!" but .. I cant bring myself to be rude and NOT reply. If someone takes the time to come to my journal to comment .. then I reciprocate.
and ... Ill clue u in on my little "secret". it DOESNT make me happy to see all the comments on my page. why? Because I know that it takes me several days (3-4) to reply to abt 100 comments, and I usually get over a hundred per entry. so .. it makes me feel good in a way, but it also frustrates me because I know it takes me soooo long to reply. But I think to myself .. "hey, if u dont want so many comments in your journAL .. then STOP replying to all of them!!" but .. I cant bring myself to be rude and NOT reply. If someone takes the time to come to my journal to comment .. then I reciprocate.
Cat A. Is walking around like a crazy thing. Stopping every so often to howl a little. She has her playful cute face on.... when she's watching the invisible things in the air. It's a shame she is sick. I think she is losing the plot first and foremost. She tends to forget where she is going when she has reached her destination.
They are...
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akathisia:
Aww, i'm sorry your kitty is sick. I love my animals and i don't want to think about them getting sik or dying. You never really expect it even when you know it a possibility.....for me anyway....
Thanks for the happy birthday wishings!! How did you come across my journal? Just curious. I'm always radomly reading people's journals and so forth.
Take care....
-LEslie
Thanks for the happy birthday wishings!! How did you come across my journal? Just curious. I'm always radomly reading people's journals and so forth.
Take care....
-LEslie
mooncalf2:
i hope your kitty gets better, I love animals, and i freaked when i found ants in my lizard tank....I have a rat and two green anoles....my bf has a pit bull puppy..talk to ya later....
she was hungry
so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
staring at the mustard and the beer
then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet were the pedals
while her appetite steered
and after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just
whose cooking smells good
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so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
staring at the mustard and the beer
then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet were the pedals
while her appetite steered
and after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just
whose cooking smells good
but which...
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horton:
Then poets are now so rare!! i do congratulate you
horton:
Thank you for your comment on my page
I get the feeling sometimes I'm being watched. Some psycho-Sematic headfuck delusioned state. I can't stop thinking "don't leave me alone too long.. Something bad is going to happen.. please..". In the desperation I stand singled out with my own feeling, as a group we are plain victimised. How can I spell out how I feel (S) without knowing someone who reads, (U) is bound...
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d_no:
The grip vibes I sent you a while back must have run out, so I'm sending you some fresh ones right now.
Life is full of ups and downs, just hold on and see.
I hope you feel a bit more positive soon, I'm sure you will.
Life is full of ups and downs, just hold on and see.
I hope you feel a bit more positive soon, I'm sure you will.
xk3zofrenik:
Hope something is atleast better tonight. Safe rest.
-X
-X
Sell Your Eggs in Strict Rotation.
I watch sometimes as people I knew drift away. Most of the time I let them go. I don't seem to have any will to make people stay, niggling thoughts make my head all crazylike and it is inevitable that friendships will just drift apart anyhow. So start out on your own and make the best of what you...
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I watch sometimes as people I knew drift away. Most of the time I let them go. I don't seem to have any will to make people stay, niggling thoughts make my head all crazylike and it is inevitable that friendships will just drift apart anyhow. So start out on your own and make the best of what you...
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nirauan:
well it was painful but over very fast, and the jewellry insertion didnt hurt at all (unusual for me as i find thats the bit that usually hurts)
i wasn't really embarrassed and i thought i would be
i wasn't really embarrassed and i thought i would be
xk3zofrenik:
Ouch. Really feeling the "Gravel". All i can say about that.
I don't know, i felt the same way a few years ago when all my childhood friends went their ways. However i started new relationships on a different basis since then. The people i am around, i connect with them in some sort of way. So really, some of them lead totally different lives than what they had when we met, however there is still some of that connection present, and until now i haven't lost one of those.
I don't know, people drift maybe because they weren't there all that much anyways. That is what i think, yet there are people who are so many miles away and are so present.
I don't know, i felt the same way a few years ago when all my childhood friends went their ways. However i started new relationships on a different basis since then. The people i am around, i connect with them in some sort of way. So really, some of them lead totally different lives than what they had when we met, however there is still some of that connection present, and until now i haven't lost one of those.
I don't know, people drift maybe because they weren't there all that much anyways. That is what i think, yet there are people who are so many miles away and are so present.