So it drifts in waves, bubbles out on the shore like the morn's first tide. It walks like love, carefully but without looking. Bashfully running like a puppy-upjumplovemeloveme - blushing in retrospectic to its foolish adoration. Seen often in dimmed lighting- surrounded by a circle of hushed voices. The voices of paranoia and conscious. It changes by sight everytime a glance falls upon its wearing...
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wix:
*hunts for polo*
andy_hallam:
Enjoy the journey, I hope the destination turns out nice for you.
There were eight hours to think about things, long enough I think to divide some clear aspirations and firm decisions. Only it was me. So there were plenty of decisions made and plenty of undecided conclusions. Part confusions drawn from a presumption that things will actually be ok(in respect to a love). Various situations in which I catapult myself into... where will they leave me...
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starscascade:
i like how you write. you can empty your feelings onto the page well.
i've been trying to find some mp3s from tegan and sara for a while. apparently i'll be seeing them supporting weezer later this year. excellent
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i've been trying to find some mp3s from tegan and sara for a while. apparently i'll be seeing them supporting weezer later this year. excellent
:]
starscascade:
honestly, i never sleep particularly well. i'm quite strange in that i can't sleep in silence, thus i always have music playing throughout the night (much to my flat-mates' annoyances). i guess you're normal and neep silence :]
as for work... what do you do? i was supposed to be working tonight, but i'm in a particularly lazy mood. now a friend is covering my shift, and i'm free to bum around enjoying all of my 5 channels. z00t. ;]
as for work... what do you do? i was supposed to be working tonight, but i'm in a particularly lazy mood. now a friend is covering my shift, and i'm free to bum around enjoying all of my 5 channels. z00t. ;]
dignified in what she does when she sings
the smile that she brings to all of you unaware
of what's to come I said tell me what's to come
green is the color of my envy
it's the color of fame
so I'm gonna write it down, gonna scream it out
and I'm never gonna be the same again (again)
fear is the color you've...
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the smile that she brings to all of you unaware
of what's to come I said tell me what's to come
green is the color of my envy
it's the color of fame
so I'm gonna write it down, gonna scream it out
and I'm never gonna be the same again (again)
fear is the color you've...
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See that boy just standing over there
He stopped me today said he liked my hair.... Ooh
He asked me where you going tonight....
(err) and I said I'm with my girls... (yea A was on the run)
To tell you the truth he was just a lil bit........ fresh
He said he liked the way I put my lipstick.... on
He said how many...
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He stopped me today said he liked my hair.... Ooh
He asked me where you going tonight....
(err) and I said I'm with my girls... (yea A was on the run)
To tell you the truth he was just a lil bit........ fresh
He said he liked the way I put my lipstick.... on
He said how many...
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poppystrike:
My ass is a stationary entity, I believe it is you who moves yourself closer to it. Oh I ache. Falling asleep last night while coming up was amazing. Pulsing. Ah x
slavewire:
well if you had to run a mile then damn..! i think anyone would be out of breath..
but yea.. swimming is good exercise..
i thought i was camera shy too.. well i am.. but ever since i got a digital camera and i take my own pics, they come out ok i guess.. give it a go..
but yea.. swimming is good exercise..
i thought i was camera shy too.. well i am.. but ever since i got a digital camera and i take my own pics, they come out ok i guess.. give it a go..
How intense is that for someone to endure? That worry/head/worry - NONONO. Even the notion of "being", is divided like a projected beam spent from sunlight origination. Into parts so subtle the creases of pressure fade into the sides; the box becomes one again. A cut out to shape the mould your intensity originated from. All along the dotted line.. reads a name of unfamiliarity,...
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thelastbeliever:
You came back?!?!
loretta:
I call him Charlie after a cat that was my mothers that lived for 22 years. We had that cat for the whole time I grew up. He died a couple of years ago but he was black and really sweet.
I call him Charlie after a cat that was my mothers that lived for 22 years. We had that cat for the whole time I grew up. He died a couple of years ago but he was black and really sweet.
I became batman. Doesn't it rule. I conquered Exeter, made grave apologies for causing a whirlwind on Tuesday night; but these damn people should give up the game.
How long have I been? A week and a half.. What happened?.. I got two deletes.. from one important person.. well I'll tell you something for nothing; Monkey is stroppy. Yes!@$@$! Not that other miss isn't just...
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How long have I been? A week and a half.. What happened?.. I got two deletes.. from one important person.. well I'll tell you something for nothing; Monkey is stroppy. Yes!@$@$! Not that other miss isn't just...
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rainbowgrrl:
hey, you are back 
wix:
i wallow in your wonderous beauty. yarm
"she leaves as quickly as she came in,
and i roll over and taste the pillow with my grin"
bye for now.xo
and i roll over and taste the pillow with my grin"
bye for now.xo
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xk3zofrenik:
Hey. Just dropping by saying hi. Hope things are tolerable.
much
much
andy_hallam:
WELCOME BACK
Find yourself, up against another brick wall. See yourself up against the glass, breath staining the reflection like time. Some momentary glimpse of how the future might be. Ressurected like a force much greater than the primary source; vanity pulls holes in the shell. Woven wool wrapped around your fingers, ready to crumble at the touch of it all. Too much to touch, your vast...
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andy_hallam:
Find yourself she says, good advice, if only I coulld.
Or am I just too scared of what I might find
I really don't know.
I don't want to know the future, I want to forget the past.
Once I did love too easily, now I find it hard to love at all.
My heart feels hard, calloused
and yet it still breaks a little every day.
Every day I cry a kittle,
every day I die a little.
Or am I just too scared of what I might find
I really don't know.
I don't want to know the future, I want to forget the past.
Once I did love too easily, now I find it hard to love at all.
My heart feels hard, calloused
and yet it still breaks a little every day.
Every day I cry a kittle,
every day I die a little.
andain:
Gawd I love you member name. You rock. You shouldn't leave
You shouldn't leave 3 days
3 days till sunrise
3 days till the thumping beat in my chest stops being quite so melodramatic.
3 days till a meal time
3 days a wait
3 days for a kiss
3 days we'll never miss
3 days... yes, that's right.
3 days is all it took before I loved you.
3 days became a need.
3 moments I was sold....
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3 days till sunrise
3 days till the thumping beat in my chest stops being quite so melodramatic.
3 days till a meal time
3 days a wait
3 days for a kiss
3 days we'll never miss
3 days... yes, that's right.
3 days is all it took before I loved you.
3 days became a need.
3 moments I was sold....
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thelastbeliever:
I'm guessing you don't want to go into it, but you'll be missed. I still have you on MSN though if you need to talk
poppystrike:
Kapow. The name is back. I've just been knitting. Oooh check me and my coolness. Um. I would like to see you, but not yet. For a start I have no money, i'm going to Brighton tomorrow and London the week after, and also i'm not in the most stable mindframe at the moment. So that's a complicated yes, but leave it a few weeks ok?
Keep my eyes from the suffering.
Did you keep your eyes open to see the days you had lost? The millions of hours your young heart would never feel.
A black beatless bloody pulp, tormented by stature.
Nothing but silence for you now.
A cautious throw into the wind, wherein lies nothing but death.
Misled to anonimity, we suffer alone.
The silence a burden.
The...
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Did you keep your eyes open to see the days you had lost? The millions of hours your young heart would never feel.
A black beatless bloody pulp, tormented by stature.
Nothing but silence for you now.
A cautious throw into the wind, wherein lies nothing but death.
Misled to anonimity, we suffer alone.
The silence a burden.
The...
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andy_hallam:
Sounds like you are physically sick and heartsick too, not a nice combination.
Hope you get to sleep soon, that is possibly the worst part.
Hope you feel better soon.
Hope you get to sleep soon, that is possibly the worst part.
Hope you feel better soon.
rowan:
♥
xoxo
~JAx
xoxo
~JAx
As I said saturday I was given a small pink heart.. The night was tremendous. Parts I can remember of it. After leaving Hobbits Gary drove us in his new mini (sports version non the less) back to Burnham where we decided we should stay at his Aunts.. Around 4 in the morning he found some blow and rolled us a joint. I wasn't expecting...
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andy_hallam:
Sounds like you had a good time in the end.
Glad
Glad
lanna1:
Mmmm cake does sound good right now
With everything breeds confusion. A mounting debt of despair blocks any path to salvation; where hope lies in wait under piles of coats thrown in from the party. I stood in the doorway of my life and watching the fairground attractions spinning past my face, I shouldn't look back, nor regret these things but I harbour sufferage like back pain.
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poppystrike:
Felt sick reading the entry before this. I can't make it all go away for you. I can't make it go away for myself. I can't hold a conversation without losing my temper. Oh my head hurts so much. And my eyes. And my back. I'm always slouching lately. I don't know if i'm seeing what other people are. The conversation we had about how what I see as red may not be what you see as red, but we both call it red because of conventions of language that have been passed down. It's like that but so much more.
rowan:
...good luck, princess. You are owed some I think....
Night night, Red.
♥
xoxo
~Ro
Night night, Red.
♥
xoxo
~Ro