All my friends deserted me, bcause you painted me as the fraud I really am
I am not protesting. I am merely stating with great dignity, my innocence. My realm of living is that of a silent approach to date. When intoxicated I become another character sometimes good,sometimes not. Yesterday it seems was a mix of both.
You - that short character I once did...
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I am not protesting. I am merely stating with great dignity, my innocence. My realm of living is that of a silent approach to date. When intoxicated I become another character sometimes good,sometimes not. Yesterday it seems was a mix of both.
You - that short character I once did...
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My illumination is contaminated with a disturbance, a disturbance caused by the smell of degrading confindence. Everything is black and white, plain and still moving. The people move their mouths and I watch without feeling, without hearing. Sometimes I think they are mocking me, speaking with no voices to cheat my senses into thinking I am deaf. There is no light, we cannot see for...
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loretta:
Ha!
Well that sounded hilarious.
I must say.
I almost walked out of the movie 'cause I thought it was so scary.
But it was good afterwards.
Kisses
Well that sounded hilarious.
I must say.
I almost walked out of the movie 'cause I thought it was so scary.
But it was good afterwards.
Kisses
rowan:
♥
xoxo
~Ro
xoxo
~Ro
Green Shoes at the Weekend
I'm not sure I can handle much of anything right now. I feel
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.
.
savage. I have shouted like my words formed a battle in mid-air. I am aggressive when in this state, the anger makes me another. Need. Comfort.
.
.
A carnivore on hunting day.
Whatever meat you wish for.. It's yours.
(She'll choose lamb maybe)....
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I'm not sure I can handle much of anything right now. I feel
.
.
.
savage. I have shouted like my words formed a battle in mid-air. I am aggressive when in this state, the anger makes me another. Need. Comfort.
.
.
A carnivore on hunting day.
Whatever meat you wish for.. It's yours.
(She'll choose lamb maybe)....
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leira:
was it beth orthon who did concrete sky with ryan adams? hm. i listened to that song a lot in part of 2002, and the memories that go with that song are so good i can't stand to think of them anymore.
i still haven't eaten breakfast and it's almost 2pm.
i'm hungry.
i hope you are ok.
kisses.
i still haven't eaten breakfast and it's almost 2pm.
i'm hungry.
i hope you are ok.
kisses.
loretta:
yes we could play monopoly, though I have only played it like twice when I was like six maybe so you'd have to teach me 
I slept well. And now i have cleaned my whole apartment. It was very needed. Very.
Hope your friend does not backa out on you So you can have a kick ass evening.
Kisses
I slept well. And now i have cleaned my whole apartment.
It was very needed. Very.
Hope your friend does not backa out on you
So you can have a kick ass evening.
Kisses
On the way Hansel kept stopping and looking around.
"why do you keep looking back hansel?" asked his father.
"I am watching my white kitten sitting on the roof," replied Hansel.
But each time he stopped, Hansel threw down one of the white pebbles.
I feel inverted. Retributed, left standing with mirrors to expose my flaws - the many undisputed retched shits that stand on...
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"why do you keep looking back hansel?" asked his father.
"I am watching my white kitten sitting on the roof," replied Hansel.
But each time he stopped, Hansel threw down one of the white pebbles.
I feel inverted. Retributed, left standing with mirrors to expose my flaws - the many undisputed retched shits that stand on...
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sarahg:
pulp fiction is my favorite movie.
and i think im starting to like my dishpan hands. they give me character.
and i think im starting to like my dishpan hands. they give me character.
loretta:
Ah whatever.
Just be prepared to that I do will win sooner or later
I've dedcided that tonight I will do nothing! Absolutely nothing. I'm tired and need some alone time. Really do. I hope I don't get week and let peolpe talk me into do something.
Kisses
Just be prepared to that I do will win sooner or later
I've dedcided that tonight I will do nothing! Absolutely nothing. I'm tired and need some alone time. Really do. I hope I don't get week and let peolpe talk me into do something.
Kisses
She burns like the sun,
And I can't look away.
She'll burn our horizons,
Make no mistake.
I awoke today and lost a limb.
Lament
Everything is far
and long gone by.
I think that the star
glittering above me
has been dead for a million years.
I think there were tears
in the car i heard pass
and something terrible was said.
A clock...
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And I can't look away.
She'll burn our horizons,
Make no mistake.
I awoke today and lost a limb.
Lament
Everything is far
and long gone by.
I think that the star
glittering above me
has been dead for a million years.
I think there were tears
in the car i heard pass
and something terrible was said.
A clock...
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loretta:
ah yes cleaning is boring but has to be done. I'm gonna eat something and then go meet a friend in one or two hours.
I wanted to buy some new jeans and a sweater today and they bith had run out in my size
When I've at last found something. *grrr
I wanted to buy some new jeans and a sweater today and they bith had run out in my size
When I've at last found something. *grrr
thelastbeliever:
Hey there, good to hear from you. Was starting to wonder where you had got to!!
I haven't been talking that much on here recently myself either though. I have a lot going on at the moment, hence the short journal. I don't feel like discussing my private life on the internet though, i like to keep my journals happy.
I haven't been talking that much on here recently myself either though. I have a lot going on at the moment, hence the short journal. I don't feel like discussing my private life on the internet though, i like to keep my journals happy.
The Detroit Cobras - Hey Sailor.
The phanetic response to such confounding emotions is derived simplistically from two martyr like variables. They echo simply; to be, to want, to love and to do.
There was a falling asleep on my chest and with one arm around her, I dont think I've ever felt so comfortable sleeping beside anyone.
To need.
Head Automatica - I Shot...
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The phanetic response to such confounding emotions is derived simplistically from two martyr like variables. They echo simply; to be, to want, to love and to do.
There was a falling asleep on my chest and with one arm around her, I dont think I've ever felt so comfortable sleeping beside anyone.
To need.
Head Automatica - I Shot...
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poppystrike:
Never kissing your eyelid again then. Or making you go red - not that i'm especially talented at that anyway. Seriously. Go and marry them all .
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loretta:
What do you do for work?
My mother is trying to talk me into going back home Cute of her but, No Way!!!!
Kisses
My mother is trying to talk me into going back home
Cute of her but, No Way!!!!
Kisses
It's the progress of soul that degrades the value of our time spent in apathy. Empathising one moment forces the next to understand our predicament without hesitation. To love with a value of 'boxful', sets every other emotion on fire with jealousy.. We burn inside to love. Consider how many steps it will take to get to the furthest point? And then wonder how many...
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rowan:
More than you are aware...♥
xoxo
~JAx
xoxo
~JAx
d_no:
The gig was really good, thankyou for asking young lady.
I hope your weekend was good too.
I hope your weekend was good too.
The sun sets and my knees are weak.
A taste of anticipation flavours my mouth like a bitter streak on the horses. Subtle and distinctive, my disfunctional soul decorates my heart in colours to please your eyes. I see you, surrounded in awe.. we worship you like stars. Fundementally abstract, your consistancy lights my feeling.
and I love you.
Apparently my pants (trousers) don't belong...
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A taste of anticipation flavours my mouth like a bitter streak on the horses. Subtle and distinctive, my disfunctional soul decorates my heart in colours to please your eyes. I see you, surrounded in awe.. we worship you like stars. Fundementally abstract, your consistancy lights my feeling.
and I love you.
Apparently my pants (trousers) don't belong...
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loretta:
Nothing's wrong.
Today I am going to see "spanglish" with my sister. i think it will suck.. the movie that is but it's nice to spend time with her and it's free so no big deal.
Today I am going to see "spanglish" with my sister. i think it will suck.. the movie that is but it's nice to spend time with her and it's free so no big deal.
loretta:
Oh sorry.
Didn't mean to.
Much on my mind and stressed. But I gave u them in my mind. I promise
KISSES!!!!!!!
Didn't mean to.
Much on my mind and stressed. But I gave u them in my mind. I promise
KISSES!!!!!!!
Contamination.
An expression of this mind finds little time to expell in one moment; it responds more substantially in small doses of encouragement. The pragmatics of justifying such a small part of ones body being the cause for all wrong, devours the possible concept of understanding like powder. We are using an organ we have come to blame for our 'heartache', to find out why...
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An expression of this mind finds little time to expell in one moment; it responds more substantially in small doses of encouragement. The pragmatics of justifying such a small part of ones body being the cause for all wrong, devours the possible concept of understanding like powder. We are using an organ we have come to blame for our 'heartache', to find out why...
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loretta:
yes tattoo and piercings are nice. You should really do that. Right away!!!!
hehe
I bought a kama sutra yesterday. What an amazing book. Everybody should have one. My opinion that is.
Now I need to buy myself a yoga book.
kisses
hehe
I bought a kama sutra yesterday. What an amazing book. Everybody should have one. My opinion that is.
Now I need to buy myself a yoga book.
kisses
loretta:
yes I do. It's when it's getting brown instead i don't. Well as much anyway
High confidence... or not..
High confidence... or not..
Heart lept death lips.
Find me at the reservoir, sinking my pretty little toes into absolution.
Soaked with chance, my skin skims with water with ease.
Its the end of hypocracy as we know it.
That dipping path of subtle hysteria is shrieking at the lives we led.
Feel me, a residuum gracing your skin with the wind as my wings.
fasten those pants for...
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Find me at the reservoir, sinking my pretty little toes into absolution.
Soaked with chance, my skin skims with water with ease.
Its the end of hypocracy as we know it.
That dipping path of subtle hysteria is shrieking at the lives we led.
Feel me, a residuum gracing your skin with the wind as my wings.
fasten those pants for...
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loretta:
ha my friend called me in the middle of making dinner. That stressed me out a lot I must say.
Getting dressed in 20 minutes are nothing.
kisses
Getting dressed in 20 minutes are nothing.
kisses
belllla:
I said that cuz of your member name - shock me, shock me, shock me with that deviant teenage behaviour!!
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poppystrike:
Oh and I love the fact that you're wearing my t shirt and necklace in your hot new profile picture 
xXx
xXx 
madison:
thanks for the comment on my set sweets
You quiver like candle light on fire.
My head beats as empty as the next.
Nothing to give, nothing to gain.
My heart a shell its former beauty.
And I admit I am scared.
Day 2. Captains Log.
Cloudy weather surrounds us, my mood has overtaken to wind and i balance on the edge from breaking down. Yet i can find no reason to do...
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My head beats as empty as the next.
Nothing to give, nothing to gain.
My heart a shell its former beauty.
And I admit I am scared.
Day 2. Captains Log.
Cloudy weather surrounds us, my mood has overtaken to wind and i balance on the edge from breaking down. Yet i can find no reason to do...
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amberbreathing:
Aw sweetheart. That's not fun 
sending lots of valentines kisses
sending lots of valentines kisses 
andy_hallam:
Well, whatever the reason and the methods, the pics are good.
I never think I am photogenic either, I think I have seen 1 photo of me I like in the last couple of years.
Why are you *sighing and muttering "Grr Arrg"*?
Big Buffy fan, or big coincidence?
I never think I am photogenic either, I think I have seen 1 photo of me I like in the last couple of years.
Why are you *sighing and muttering "Grr Arrg"*?
Big Buffy fan, or big coincidence?
When will you be back?
It's hard to be all alone..