sorry to hear about the stress with your ex.
it was very complicated with my ex, i always thought everything was perfect and we'd stay together for good. all of a sudden she broke up, given me little to no explanation. it was quite devastating and it's still getting to me because every now and then, something new comes up.
it just brakes my heart to know that she is right, we would have destroyed each other if we'd still be together.
i want her to be happy with her new guy, but it makes me feel like shit to know that i couldn't make her happy and even worse, that i was the reason for her problems.
but well, can't do nothing about the past anyways...
my crush is going to visit me in a couple of months if i'm lucky!!
glad to know you're feeling a bit better now. i'm in serious need for sleep lately.
i'll be seeing a very good local hardcore band this friday, should be good.
exactly, i always blamed myself for everything that went wrong. after a while i thought that it wasn't all my fault but now i know, that it was mostly my fault after all. her only mistake was not to tell me what was wrong with me and i didn't even realise it myself. at least i didn't do it on purpose but i guess that makes it only worse somehow.
my crush helped my a lot and i'm so glad to have met her.
not sure if i could find valerian around here. i have no problems sleeping, i just stay up way too late all the time and have to get up early, which leads to a lot of coffee...
but that valerian stuff sounds very good!!
i just woke up from a nightmare that my boyfriend fucked one of my ugly bitchy managers in front of me.
then he told me he dreamt once of us travelling the world and in a hostel a girl seducing me into having sex with her in front of him. he kept telling me i was killing him and i laughed.
last night travys made me an amazing candlelit french dinner of whoe herb and garlic chicken and a sweet potato tarte... he also got some Dubonnet aperitif. He got all dressed up and I was just awestuck, seriously! After dinner we watched Cloverfield and I drank half the bottle...
I drank more of that last night mixed and boy I'm feeling most glorious!!!!!
Just kidding, I was hoping I could find a commercial of it for the sheer funny of it but sorry your head itches. My back itches if it make you feel better
i knew you a few months ago
my matron saint teaching me to love with a firm hand
i ran with the dogs and yelled at the moon
i told everyone about the horrid love i knew
hair is all done, cleaned my room, getting a little headache though ]:
great news though, it's cooling down so much that I can sit outside without sweating, and even turn the A/C off for the night.
about to go and:
finish my eyebrows, re-dye my hair, and put my extensions back in.
I'm also going to dye my eyebrows black so they match my hair. They are a little light from when I lightened them for blonde hair.
travys has a surprise for me tomorrow but the past 24 hours has had so much lame shit involved with it i think... Read More