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I'm really starting to wonder if I suffer from Depression, or some sort of Chemical Imbalance.

I went into work last night, and everything was fine. I was'nt in a good mood, but I was'nt in a really bad one either. More like the general, "Bah! I have to work now." attitude...y'know how it goes.
And it was a pretty typical night. Nothing aggravating about...
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lelaina:
yay for dont give a shit moods! biggrin toot! toot!
beckyjane:
I hope you are feeling better, hon.

I choose Seattle, by the way.

Maybe see a doc for your mood swings?
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I'm seriously thinking about starting a group here on SG.
One dedicated to those who love the greatest achievement the Gaelic peoples ever gave to the Western world!

WHISKEY!! biggrin

That's right, I said "Whiskey".
Hell, even the word Whiskey is Gaelic in origin.
The general name for distilled spirits over most of the western world is "Water of Life", "Eau de Vie" being the French...
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nena:
Thanks for your comment on our multi! kiss
reagan:
ive noticed the cupcake trend too!!! grrrr

and much like the pirate trend, robot trend, ninja trend, and all other novelty subjects that have the ability to visualy please 14 year old girls and 30 year old women alike, ive ignorantly gone about enjoying what i like to enjoy.
making cupcake is simply one of those things. I dont enjoy eatting them half as much as i do baking them though.
I wish i knew how to make ice cream cupcakes.
THAT would be yummmiest
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I'm sick...and I can't seen to kick it.

I'm not bedridden or anything. I'm still able to go to work, but I feel shitty.
It's been this way for about a week-and-a-half now. And just when it seems that I've finally kicked it, like I felt yesterday, here it comes again. What in the Hell am I doing wrong?

Meh, it's probably this time of...
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beckyjane:
Did you get the sick out of your system yet?

I am bedridden today (well, I will bet better by tonight, I'm sure).

I'm back!
beckyjane:
My doc would frown upon your Cherry Luden's...but I love them too.

I took Friday off work, but then I went out. Bad bad bad bad bad.

Yesterday was cinema day, and I stayed in, but today...I have so much to do. It sucks.
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I'm headed for Little Rock later today (after a few hours of sleep), to go to the Arkansas Custom Knife Show.

I've always had a thing for Blades of all sorts. I wonder if it's in my blood?
My Great-Grandfather was a Custom Knifemaker & Bladesmith. His work was very well respected, from what I hear. He used to grind down blades from old...
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sabro:
Thanx! Happy V-Day! kiss
fatality:
I'd like to see a pic of your favorite one!
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Ahhhh...Soren's set is up!! biggrin
We now have another native and resident SG to represent us.

Let all who judge all Arkansans to be nothing more than Bare-Footed, Shotgun-Toting, Moonshine-Swilling, Cousin-Marrying, Single-Helix, Uneducated, Farm-Animal-Fucking, Dumshit, Hayseed, Redneck, Hillbillys......BEWARE!!! For you make a Deadly Misconception!! wink


Make sure you check Soren's set out. She is Fucking HAWT!!! love



Later my Friends.
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beckyjane:
Sorry for being so absent, friend!!!

How are you?? xxx
branden:
mm hmm, I am in the fam guy group (i think??) either way I'm a pro and my brother and I recite quotes and cry laughing when we are together.

Thanks for wishing me luck on the job- it turned out lovely. well, maybe not lovely but atleast i survived. rawr.

miao!!
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My Teeth are fixed.

I went in for one tooth to be root canaled, and ended up having two done.
One right behind the first...one right after the other.
I must've been in that chair for a good hour and a half.
But at least it's over.

I won't be having any more work done for a while. Mostly because, having both done, went beyond...
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sky:
thankyou for the get well wishes x
aliana:
i dont care!! i HATE winter!! it depresses me!!! ive had a root canal done before it wasnt too bad. but then again i like having my teeth worked on haha
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Well, the Holidays are finally over...but I am in pain once again.

Well, actually, I'm not in pain. But I would be if it were'nt for the Vicadin.
Fortunately, I have a Dentist's appoinment Tuesday, and this mess should soon be over with.

This morning I finally caved in and splurged. I bought a new 2GB iPod Nano, and then spent a few hours cursing...
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tez:
Just posing, no sad panda's here smile
beckyjane:
Don't feel inadequate, m'dear.

The situation sucks, but I totally understand. He is fucking with my head so much about it, and won't let me move on. I hate it and soon I'll learn to resent him for it.

It's pretty fucked up, but I understand.

Nervous about the interview, but thank you for the well wishes!
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I'll be SO GLAD when the Holidays are over!!!

[RANT]
I was sick of it a month ago.
There's just too much pressure this time of year to do "Holkiday stuff".
Purchase gifts!
Put up decorations.
Send Holiday cards.
Cook an overly extravagant meal that you won't finish.


I am very fond of Tradition. I personally think it's very important. But you can carry it...
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beckyjane:
Thanks for the CHristmas wishes. Bah humbug!
dylan:
Thank you, I hope you had a happy xmas too!
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Amongst many other things we don't have here in Arkansas, we also lack a Lottery.

But, Missouri does. And every once in a while, I like to go up there to buy some, just for the Hell of it, and the trip gives me an excuse to go out of town (as all of us have to once in a while).

My tale goes like...
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beckyjane:
Thank you, honey!
luckie:
Hahahaha, *calls the men in white coats* biggrin
Thanks biggrin They were my best impulse buy yet biggrin biggrin
Haha, My ferrets get raw meat as a treat haha, so hardly caviar...don't think i'll upgrade that far Haha biggrin although....just kidding :p
I've always felt closer to animals than i have to people...Pretty much everyone sh*ts on you at some point, its just from a different height...animals though, naa, they're loyal. They love you for who you are, they dont care if youre fat or thin, they're always there for you, always happy, always loving, affectionate and they jsut take you for who you are, no judging. And I love that smile So they definately warrant being spoiled! biggrin

Have a good christamssss!!!! biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin xoxox
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I'm tired.

Once again, I made Thanksgiving dinner.
And once again, I got off work Thursday morning after a full shift and immediately had to start cooking, and spent the entire morning doing so.
And once again, everything went off "without a hitch".
And once again....everyone Loved my cooking. smile

Next year I won't make so much. I'm exhausted!

The Menu:
Roast Turkey with Lemon &...
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beckyjane:
Wow! That sounds wonderful! I would liked to have shared.

But the reason I'm stopping by is as a thank you...thank you for your kind words and support while I struggled.

Truly.

Truly.

Truly.

x
nena:
Thanks for your comment on my las set! kiss