Once again, I'll be cooking Thanksgiving dinner, or at least the main portion of it, including the Turkey. Ever since my family let me cook one year, and found out that I could cook circles around all of them, I've been designated.
I'm not really complaining. I'd really rather cook the meal myself and actually have it taste good, rather than to have dry turkey,...
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I'm not really complaining. I'd really rather cook the meal myself and actually have it taste good, rather than to have dry turkey,...
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Ok! Enough of my whining!
It's time to fix my ego!
Though, it is alot better than it used to be. But it's been a slow process so far.
I think that last rant came out of the last girl I was in love with rejecting me. I need to get over that.
I may not write in this journal for awhile. I just seem...
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It's time to fix my ego!
Though, it is alot better than it used to be. But it's been a slow process so far.
I think that last rant came out of the last girl I was in love with rejecting me. I need to get over that.
I may not write in this journal for awhile. I just seem...
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thursday:
re: dresses
i'm getting art degree with a focus in printmaking right now. fashion is sort of a hobby.
i'm getting art degree with a focus in printmaking right now. fashion is sort of a hobby.
twwly:
Thanks for the recipe!!
I'm tired...
I'm tired of being the "Freind"...
I'm tired of being the "Buddy"...
I'm tired of being the "Shoulder-To-Cry-On"...
I'm sick-and-fucking-damn-tired of being the "Nice Guy"!
I'd rather be a Bastard and be wanted...
I'd rather be an Asshole and be loved for it...
I'd rather be a Son-of-a-Bitch and have a Girlfreind...
Instead of being "The Pal", and having no-one!!!
I'm not looking...
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eliska:
Ive noticed that all the dudes ive ever just wanted to be friends with had the following qualitys... and I am being honest, soo please dont think Im a bitch.
A: was a push over
B: had shitty job/ no ambition/ a child
C: smelt weird
D: under confident
E: dressed under par for what I wanted
G: I didnt want to be seen with him in that way cause other people didnt like him.
H: used poor gramar
it has nothing to do with being an asshole.
It makes me sad when I hear nice guys saying they should be an asshole instead cause thats what the girls go for.
anyway... I came over to your journal to say thanks for the tea recipe
A: was a push over
B: had shitty job/ no ambition/ a child
C: smelt weird
D: under confident
E: dressed under par for what I wanted
G: I didnt want to be seen with him in that way cause other people didnt like him.
H: used poor gramar
it has nothing to do with being an asshole.
It makes me sad when I hear nice guys saying they should be an asshole instead cause thats what the girls go for.
anyway... I came over to your journal to say thanks for the tea recipe
dylan:
Haha, thank you!
And yeah it sucks always being the 'friend' as you put it, but one day you'll find the right person. So many girls want the bad guy, and it doesn't take long before they get sick of being fucked over and they start looking for someone who they can actually care about.
And yeah it sucks always being the 'friend' as you put it, but one day you'll find the right person. So many girls want the bad guy, and it doesn't take long before they get sick of being fucked over and they start looking for someone who they can actually care about.
I've recently added Sky as one of my favorites, and have been reading her journal entries, and she has asked us to do one of two "tests" she has posted. And since I'm such a SUCKER FOR HER 
I agreed to do one myself. So, I'm going to do the Seven Deadly Sins one. This way you can all learn more about me...probably more than...
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I agreed to do one myself. So, I'm going to do the Seven Deadly Sins one. This way you can all learn more about me...probably more than... Read More
oryx:
thanks for your comment about my set!
and yes, the tattoo is a tree of life. it's to symbolize the time i spent photographing women in rural africa.
and yes, the tattoo is a tree of life. it's to symbolize the time i spent photographing women in rural africa.
tahliana:
Hey, yeh, i just dont think i can delete the emails 
See our breka up was just weird, i left the country and we were still together, it fell apart over the distance, it was just too hard, but now hes just being completely crap and i never hear from him and it hurts thinking that 6 months ago he was maent to be here by now... hes just got issues and he needs to sort himself out. Just wish he didnt have to push me away in the process! Boo! Sorry about your ex Love fuckin hurts.
See our breka up was just weird, i left the country and we were still together, it fell apart over the distance, it was just too hard, but now hes just being completely crap and i never hear from him and it hurts thinking that 6 months ago he was maent to be here by now... hes just got issues and he needs to sort himself out. Just wish he didnt have to push me away in the process! Boo! Sorry about your ex Love fuckin hurts.I feel that wanderlust again...
The need leave the familiar behind,
And go out amongst the unfamiliar.
I want to see strange lands,
Strange people, and strange customs,
Even if only here in my homeland.
The road calls to me...
She tells me, in her soft whiper
"Come away and adventure!".
She tempts me with the new.
Untasted foods, unheard music, unseen beauty.
Only they...
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The need leave the familiar behind,
And go out amongst the unfamiliar.
I want to see strange lands,
Strange people, and strange customs,
Even if only here in my homeland.
The road calls to me...
She tells me, in her soft whiper
"Come away and adventure!".
She tempts me with the new.
Untasted foods, unheard music, unseen beauty.
Only they...
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sky:
it's okay, i like tech-stupid!
it scares me when people know too much about machines!
it scares me when people know too much about machines!
reptilia:
It's a little puzzle, of sorts.
Say the letters outloud. They form words.
Say the letters outloud. They form words.
I get all kinds of junk mail....
I know that's not unusual or anything, but there's one kind of junk mail I actually like getting....
CATALOGS!!
That may sound weird, but I don't care...I like getting them. (Except for the make-up and womens catalogs...I have no idea why I get these...makes me a little uncomortable getting them. But I digress! Back to the subject at...
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I know that's not unusual or anything, but there's one kind of junk mail I actually like getting....
CATALOGS!!
That may sound weird, but I don't care...I like getting them. (Except for the make-up and womens catalogs...I have no idea why I get these...makes me a little uncomortable getting them. But I digress! Back to the subject at...
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branden:
I *guess* so. Doesnt feel like it however!
I'm such a JACKASS!!!
sky:
hehe, why, what have you done?
thank you for your kind words in my last journal.
I think I can just about manage a smile today
thank you for your kind words in my last journal.
I think I can just about manage a smile today
branden:
haha... I *hate* when I hear people tell me to cry. I have burst down a couple of times but I dont like to cry... I think a lot but I try not to cry because it hurts too much. That's the worst part of it all and I'm trying to ignore it until I forget most of it and don't seem to care anymore. Or ATLEAST not as much. 
I really should get an electric wok. I love making oriental food!
Actually I love eating oriental food, but take out just gets too expensive.
I used to have a traditional wok, but a regular gas stove just does'nt provide enough heat to do stir-fry right. I'd have to have a special burner to get the right heat, and that's just an unnecessary expense.
Yep,...
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Actually I love eating oriental food, but take out just gets too expensive.
I used to have a traditional wok, but a regular gas stove just does'nt provide enough heat to do stir-fry right. I'd have to have a special burner to get the right heat, and that's just an unnecessary expense.
Yep,...
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Why in the Hell do I feel like this??
Sometimes, I really believe I suffer from some sort of psychological deppresion.
What the Hell is wrong with me?!?!?
I just wanna beat myself up, and I have no real reason as to why.
Why am I even putting this in my journal??
Maybe I see this journal as being cathartic for me. Maybe I'm using...
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Sometimes, I really believe I suffer from some sort of psychological deppresion.
What the Hell is wrong with me?!?!?
I just wanna beat myself up, and I have no real reason as to why.
Why am I even putting this in my journal??
Maybe I see this journal as being cathartic for me. Maybe I'm using...
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sky:
missing people can do some really strange things to the way we feel. I know that for sure. I moved away from all of my friends and family just over 2 years ago, there's barely a day goes by when i don't miss them. But sometimes it hurts more than that.
sky:
Abra is very pretty yes
Hmm. I know how you feel, even more today
x
Hmm. I know how you feel, even more today
x
I want to sail on white-sailed ships from the grey havens...
Into the west, over the seas, and see the shining shores...
Into the west, over the seas, and see the shining shores...
tahliana:
no problem yeh that place was truly magical...
yeh that place was truly magical...
Cherry xxxxx.
P.S.- We have the same taste in music. hahaha.